tired =,=

hahahaaay ..
sudah lama sekali rasanya gue gak buka blog .. gtau mau nulis apaan sh . hehe :D
banyak sih yg mau gue tumahkan , dan curahkan isi hati gue .. tapi gtau nulisya kaya mana . hallaaaaah .. maklum aj , gue gak pandai merangkay kata . haha :D
kaya ada juga aj yg baca blog gue ? ckck =,=

AGUSTUS 2009 .
gtau knp , tapi kayaknya di bulan itu gue apes bgt ! gue benci bgt am agustus tahun ini =,=
bnr kata tmn2 gue .. ahustus tahun ini beda am agustus tahun tahun sebelumnya .. agustus tahun ini kayaknya .. surem bgt dah hidup gue . ckck =,=

antara lain yg bikin hati gue pedih bgt di bulan ini ....

1 . gue musti nerima kenyataan , bahwa gue telah di bohongin gede gedean ! gue coba buat santay, dan gak mau ambil pusing .. tapi ? ternyata terlalu pedih buat gue lupain gtu aja -,- jahat ih !
2 . gue am rdh ? berahir di bulan ini .. 7 bln kisah gue am dia . tutup di bulan ini .. makasih ye ! hm -..-
3. gue kecelakaan ! dan musti ganti rugi ! am omom gatel yg mau ngawinin gue kalo gue gbsa bayar utang ke dia ! ih -,- emg udh mau kiamat bgt dunia ini .. ckckckck =,= ada aja omom girang kaya dia ! YAKS !
4. di saat gue stres karena 3 alasan di atas , GAK ADA SEORANGPUN YG BISA NENANGIN GUE ! di skola ? jujur aja , gue cuma ngerasa dyrg nenangin gue 15 menit .. setelah itu ? lepas gtu aja .. tau gak sih gue se stres ap dsni ? bisa gak sih kasih gue pelukan buat gue nangs di kmrg ? bayangin sih , gue musti byar 3,5 jt, ke om om gatel itu .. di luar tangan orang tua ! gue sendiri ?! cuma sendiri ! brp sih uang jajan gue ? gak ada tah yg bisa bantu gue ? gue gk pernah mau minta am kmrg .. karena ini masalah gue .. tapi gue juga gmau muna .. kalo gue gak kuat bawamasalah ini sendiri :(( kalo kmrg gbsa bantu gue secara materi , kmrg bisa kan nengn gue ? ini ? gue makin stres di tangan kmrg !
sementara tmn tmn gue gbsa nengn gue ? keadaan rumah gue juga gtu . gue serasa gmau pulang ! seluruh org rumah gak ada yg percaya gue di tarbrak ! semua org rumah nyalahin gue karena ketololan gue !! gak tau apa kalo gue stres ? mobil ancur ? mobil org yg NABRAK gue ancur dan gue musti ganti rugi dgn uang gue sndri ?!!! GUE CUMA MAU KETENANGAN ! UDH ! GAK LEBIH .. gak bisa tah nengn gue , kalo gbsa bantu gue ? T.T
5. selama AGUSTUS FULL .. gue berantem gede gedean am nykp , ampe gue gmau keluar kamar gara gara malek ngeliat muka nykap gue sendiri !
6. gue udh mulai bosen hidup deh kayaknya .. gue capek ih nahan sakit trus ! huhu :((

IAM JUST TIRED OF THIS SHIT ! I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE ! DAMN !

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lo knp ? kok aneh ? kok ngmgnya aneh ? ngmg apa sih ? ini elo ?
lo kmn ?? kok pergi ? kok ilang ? kok gue sendiri lgy ?
gue knp ? kok nangis ? kok hati gue ngilu ? kook pedih ?
knp sih gue ? ih aneh bgt ..
kok kesel ? kok sedih ? kok marah ? kok nangis ? kok bete ? kok ? kok ?
kok gue gbsa ngmg apa yg gue rasa ?
kok gue selalu mikir negativ ? knp lo di mata gue negativ mulu ?
knp lo gak buat diri lo positiv ? knp sih ? ih ? apa sih gue ? anh deh ih ..
ckck -,- gk jls bgt sh gue ? knp yah gue ?
heuuuuuuuah -

ya allah di 1 sisi aku ga rela !!! tp di sisi lain ..
apa salah nya kl ngeliat DIA BAHAGIA DENGAN PILIHAN NYA??
ya allah bantu aku buat kuat ya allah? :((
kalaupun ini udh jadi jalan hidup dia dengan nya,
insya allah aku mengikhlaskan nya ..

berat kan omgn gue ? lgy terbuka nih otak nya ..
huhu ..

gue sediiiih loh .. alamak ! -____________-

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apaaya ?

apaya ? ih , bete gni gw gak ada gawe -,-
modal hape aja di tangan .. mau buka fb .. mls , ntah knp.. jadi buka blog , iseng ..
iiiiii .. beteeee !! bete am apa aja !
am bokap , nyokap , aldo , elo , semuaaaaa aaah !!!!!!!!!

tadi gue gk skola , gra2 mati lampu , jd mls ngpa ngpain .. jd gue putuskan untuk lanjutin tdr dan gak skola !
dan ? baru sadar gue , hape gue mati !
pantesan kgk ribut .. biasanya udh tinut tinut .. dring dring .. bunyi sms pda msk ke hape gue .. ntah dri tmn , recka .. ampe yg paling gk penting dri facebook ..
seharian gue cm diem di rmh , kaya ank autis .. ngotak ngatik laptop .. ampe di bentak bentak bokap ..
aaaah , 23 JULY 2009 ! gue bete bgt am hari ini ...
knp semuanya gak ada yg bisa buat bibir gue naek dikit buat sekedar senyum ?!
bawaannya seharian bete aja ! kalo misalnya hari ini juga gue skola , pasti gue tdr di kls .. huhu ..
idup gue kaya warna abuabu ! sureeeem ...
idup gue kaya boneka panda , cm item , sm putih .. klo gk item .. ya putih , gk ada warna laen -_____-
perasaan gue beberapa hari ini bener bener dataaaaaaar ....
senyum yg gue sunggingin ? baru gue sadarin , kalo PALSU !
ketawa yg gue keluarin ? PALSU juga ..
skrg di otak gue , gue gak liat jawaban ! cm pertanyaan , pertanyaan , pertanyaan .. yg belum kejawab ! dan kayaknya gak bakal bisa kejawab ..

" knp gue bete ? "
" knp idup gue gni gni aja ? "
" knp bawaan gue ahir2 ini bete aja ? "
" knp gue musti tau , kalo dia boong am gue ? "
" knp sahabat gue gak tau kalo gue lagi bete ? "
" knp bokap gue gak tau kalo gue gak bisa di bentak ? "
" knp lampu di rumah gue mati trs ? "
" knp hape gue mati trs ? "
" knp sms gue pending trs ? "
" knp tangan gue lemes bgt ? "
" knp rambut gue rontok ? "
" knp gue gak bisa ngantuk ? "
" knp gue males ngp ngpain ? "
" knpa da musti ngmg itu ? "
"knp air mata gue gk bisa keluar buat nangis ? "
" knp hidup gue surem ? "
" knp gue emosian ? "
" knp gue gak bisa ngerasa laper ? "
" knp gue gak gendut gendut ? "
" knp muka gue sll pucet ? "
" knp gue suka ngongek org ? "
" KENAPA DI OTAK GUE CM ADA PERTANYAAN ? "


todaay ? 23 july 2009 11:53 PM ..
IAM JUST STUCK IN HERE WITH NOBODY BESIDE ME ..
iam just waiting for someone answer , "why my life always like this? "
why don't you come ? and hold me in your arms ?
how could iam so stupit ? waiting .. for NOTHING !
can someone come , and take this pain away ?
i need someone beside me , and say " iam here for you , and never leave you alone "
you everything i wanted to be ..
why i wanna curl up like a cild ?
why I couldn't even get an answer ?
why you leave me ??


and all my tears .. they keep running down my face .. why don't you turn away ?
and say ..


" don't cry .. iam here for you gladytha .. "

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ANGRY MODE : ON !!

satu kata aja deh buat hati ini ! TAI !
baru kmren perasaan yah stres gue ilang bentar ! skrg lagi ! babi lah !!!!!!!!!! maunya apa lo itu BANCI ! LO ITU APA SH ?!!!! -,- BARU SADAR GUE , GAK JELAS BGT IDUP LO ITU !!! AGGGGGGHHH !!!

tadi pagi , gue berangkat sekola dengan penuh senyuman ... berharap hari ini akan indah ... haha -
gue dtg tadi termasuk itungan pagi ! pagi bgt malah . wkwk -
gue brgkat dri rumah aja ja stga 7 ! beeeeh :DD biasanya jam sgtu baru kelar mandi gue . wkwk - ntah ada angin apa tah gue .. haha -
ampe skola ??? gue ngliat ada arta , bekel , beben , yaya , tasya , am mel udh duduk di dpn kelas .. gue samperin .. dan berbincang seperti biasanya ..
pas masuk ke kelas , kan tadinya gue duduk am yori ? tpi skrg gue pindaaaah .. gue duduk am arta . hahahaha - TANGGUNG JAWAB ! ;P
gara2 gue yg getol bgt nyuruh dia pindah ke kls gue .. hehe - maap atatuuakiga . wkwk -

biasaaaa lah cewee , gue am arta cerita2 ... tentang apa aja .. ampe nyangkut ke MASALAH ITU !!!!!!! KAMPANG ! gak karuan gmn perasaan gue pas gue dgr cerita dia itu .. ntah MARAH ! KESEL ! DONGKOL ! KECEWA ! SEDIH ! gk karuan bgt pokoke !!!!! tai !!!!! tapi tetep aja gue sembunyiin perasaan ksl gue .. gue msh tetep bsa ktawa tawa am dyrg . padahal di dlm ati mah gue marah marah !!! serasa kaca tuh mau gue tonjok ! KAMPANG LO YAH ! ANK SETAN !!!
gilalo ! gue tau lo PINTER ! dan GUE GAK BEGO ! walaupun emg gue gak sepinter elo ! ampe kapan lo mau ngumpetin itu dari gue ???
emg ! gue pernah curiga , tapi udh ilang .. ampe denger tuh cerita ! TAIK !!! bangga gak lo nipu 780 ORANG ???? HA ?!!!!
hebat amat sh mamen ??? lo nutup bau bangke lo itu SIP BGT !! salut gue ! ampe kgk ada yg nyadar ! TERMASUK GUE !
apa gue yg terlalu bego ? hm .. ntah ! LO YANG TERLALU PINTER ! MATI AJA LO !
AWAS GUE SIRAM AER KERAS MUKA LO ITU ! BIAR KAYA LIMBAT !!!!
ya allaaaah ARTADINA JULIANDA !!!! lo mah ! knp baru bilang sekarang ???? dsr pempek ! wkwk -
tapi ... gue gbsa asal tuduh juga ... jadi gue putuskan untuk memata matai dia ! azaaaa ... bahasa gue ! wakakak -
pas dia pulang sekola ... gue ikutin , EH ?! LENYAP DI MAKAN ANGIN KALI YAH ? ILANG GTU AJA .. TANPA BEKAS !!! emg dasar lo peranakan setan !!! -____-

gara2 gak ada gawe di skola .. gue ngobral bgobrol aja am dyrg ...
eeeh , tiba2 wahyu am kausar BERANTEM ! OH NOOOO !!! mls bgt deh gue udh ngliat kaya gtuan -,- ckck - sempet dorong2an .. untug cepet di lerai .. kalo engg ?? udh bonyooook kali ...
pas udh ampir selesai masalahnya ? muncul lgy tuh si bigbooos ! MAKIN JADI ! ayyyy !!! tambah pula gue lgy kesel !!! jadi gue gak mau tau am tuh dyrg berantem ! mati aja bodo ! wakakakak -
eeeh , tiba2 ikutan gupek juga guenya ! haha - pas dyrg pergi dri skola , (kayaknya mau cari tempat ribut) ktrg putuskan untuk mengikutinya ! agar tak terjadi hal2 yg tak diinginkan ! haha -
NAH ??????? yg bawa mbl sapeeee ?? GUE ! DAMN !!!! gak tau gue lgy paleng ap coy ?????? keancem lgy deh nyawa kmrg am gue ! haha -
untuk tak ada yg terluka ... hanya beberapa goresan lecet gara2 nyrempet median jalan .. elooos !!!! bodo amat !
coba MUKA ELO AJA YAH BE !! DEMI ALLAH YAH ???!! GAK AKAN BISA GUE PERCAYA LGY AM LO !!! meskipun gue juga gak bisa nuduh 1 pihak ! TAPI TETEP AJA ... LO NGIBULIN GUE ! TEMEN GUE ! DAN ORANG ORAAANG !!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA :DD HEBAT LO MAMEN !
LIAT LO YAH ??! GAK BAKAL LAMA LO BISA MAKE TOPENG EMAS LO ITU ! BAKAL GUE BONGKAR SEMUA BUSUK NY ELO ITU !
PEGAAANG OMONGN GUE YAH ??!!!!!!!! LO SALAH ORANG KALO MAU CARI GARA GARA AM GUE dan TEMEN TEMEN GUE !!!!!
oke syg ???? biar gue lunturin dulu CAKEPNYA muka lo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gue jampe jampe dlu tuh muka dengan semburan aer keras yg bakal gue siram ke muka lo !!! BIAR SADAR DIRI ! biar gak [ake topeng lagi ! oke BE ????!!!!!!! atau musti gue panggila .... **BE******* ?!!!! hahahahaha - PEGI LO JAUH JAUH DARI MUKA GUE ! HUSHUSHUSSS .. MENYINGKIIIIR !!!!! ALERGI GUE NGLIAT MUKA INNOCENT LO !!! HUEEEEEEKS !!!!! ADA KUMAN YG DKT DEKEEET AM GUE !!! JIJIK !!! YAKS !
kalo kata recka ... FUCK GEDE BUAT LO ! hahahahahaha :DDD

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it's my big daaaaaaaaay :D

senen ? 20 july 2009 .. asiiiiiiiiiik !!!!!!!!! 6 bulan gue hari ini ...
hahaa :DD seneeeeeeeng bgt . apalgy setelah kmren gue brantm abis abisan am dia :(
maaf yah yang ? sumpah deh gak gitu lagi .. makasi udh mau maafn ak :DD ak gk bikin km kecewa lgy kok ... suuuuuuuueeeer !!! sesuai perjanjian kita tdi yang . hehe - i love you sooooooo :-*

naaaah ... yg gara gara kmren gue brntm am dia .. alhasil ? moood ancuuuuuuuuur -________-
kmren juga gue kan di undang dtg am aci , kakaknya nikahan .. yauda , gara gara gak enk am aci .. jadi gue dateng ... sebelum ksna .. beben , riga , am bekel ke rmh gue ... pas bgt pula pas gue lgy brntm gede gedean am dia ...
jadi dyrg smua deh yg kena imbas bete gue .. hehe - maaf dar dar ling kuuu .. pada sabar dah .. wkwk -
trs , pas di jalan ?? bego juga dyrg , udh tau mood gue bnr2 lgy gak bgs .. di suruh bawa mbl .
alhasiiiiiiiiiil ??? sebat sebot .. haha - 3 kali labas lampu merah .. 4 kali di pritin am polisi ... gak keitung ambir nyrempet mobil + orang ..
heuuuuuuuuuh - tapi untung gak ada yg cidera . hahahahaha -
tapi sblum ke rmh aci , ke rumah ncik dlu ... biar brgkat brg ..

nah .. gara2 kesel kali yah ngliat gue yg uring2an .. beben ngmg am gue .

beben : knp lo ini boy ???? udh kaya orgil .
gue : peduli amat lo , gue yg kaya orgil jugage -,-
beben : batu amat sh ?!!!!! tau gw lo pening , makanya gausa betigkah ah !
gue : aaaaaaaaaaa .... gtau ben ... pening nih gw ! bantuin ngp ?!! ah !
beben : uda uda .. minta maaf aje dlu .
gue : gak di maafn :( dia marah bgt geh am gue :(
beben : mampus ! karma ! hahaha - trs aja dyth minta maaf .. mohon bila perlu .
gue : hrus ?
beben : yaiyalah dodol !!! turunin dlu gengsi lo itu .. gmn mau damai kmrg kalo gk ad yg mau nglah ?
gue : iaia .. bawel :p
beben : naaah ?!! di bantuin juga (sambil nyubit gue )
gue : iya iya .. hehehe - bentooo baik dah .
beben : ampe balikan traktir gue bakso ! gak mau tau !
gue : kalo gak ? :(((((((((
beben : pasti balik ! makanya mnta maaf !
gue : iyaaaa ah ! doain aja .

setelah bacat bacot .......... balikaaaaaaaaaan dah gw !!!! aduuuuuuuuuu seneeeeng!!! :DD trs gue laporan deh ke beben .. hhahhaa -

gue : bento .. gue balikan ! hahaaaaay ..
beben : nahkan ?! gue bilang juga apa ... gmn gmn ? cerita !
gue : panjang ah ! besok aja . haha
beben : gak mau ! mau skrg gw .
gue : panjang ah , besok ! hahaha
beben : yauda , JGN LUPA BAKSO GUE ! HAHA -
gue : nah ? tau gitu gausa bilang dah gue -,-
beben : bodo amat ! haha - nyesel gak lo ngehack fb dewek ? dodol sh ! haha -
gue : biasa aja . yeee ;p

dan karenaaaa mooody gue udh kembali .. azaaaa .. haha - jadi gue cerah ceria lgy .. gak sure lagy . wkwkwkwkw - TAPI ! ada tapinya nih -,-
plankton (*band gue) MAU TURUUUUN ! parah lgy , gue turun gk pegang drum ! tapi VOKAL ! WHAAAAAAAAT ?!!!!!! yaudalah .. gue pasrah -,- kira gue , lagu yg udh gue tau .. gak taunyaa ?!!!! entah lagu apaaa!!!! emg dsr pada setan kmrg itu yah !!!! awas aja !!! -,-
pagi pagi buta nlv gue ternyata ada mau ! -,-

radit : dul ! udh gk bt ?!
gue : gak ( msh ngntk + bte am radit ! )
radit : dih ! marah !
gue : gak .
radit : yauda ......... kan udh baikn sh ! yah ? hehe
gue : heeeemmmmm
radit : sip ! kalo gtu kita mau turun ! LUSA !
gue : iyaaa ...
radit : bawa lagu 99 times .
gue : iyaaa ...
radit : tau tah lo ???
gue : gak ... paling juga sama aja nadanya -,-
radit : lo VOKAL DODOL !
gue : NAH ?!!!! APA APAAAAN ???!!!!!! KAN LO VOKAL ?! ENK AJA !
radit : suara gue gk cocok ! jd lo aje ye ? hehe
gue : nah ? ogaaaah ! cari lagu laen lah .
radit : ini yg gak pasaran ! udh sh ! inggl mangap mangap aja kok susah !
gue : gue aja gk tau lgunya ! gmn mau turun ?! streees lo ini !
radit : nnti gue ksh tempat downloadnya .. GK MAU TAU MUSTI APAL !
gue : seenak jidat ! -,-
radit : bodo ! gampang kok .
gue : ay ~!!!! ngp gak ido aja sh ????
radit : yaaaaaaa cwe geh ?!
gue : nah dinda !
radit : dinda suaranya gk pas , dy juga gk pernh jd vokal ! lo kan sering sh ! iya aja kok sush !!!!
gue : kok jd lo yg marh ?? gue nih lgy marah !??
radit : yausa sh , lo kan baek , canteek , cwe nya recka .. yegak ??? haha
gue : bodoooooooolah !!!
radit : ih ! bte lgy ! harus gue suruh recka tah ngebujuk ??? hahaa
gue : iya .. suruh dy yg bujuk , baru nurut gue . hahahaa
radit : yauda , tapi mslhnya cwo lo sensi am gue .. jd , gue traktir obong aja ye ? oke ?
gue : isssss -,-
radit : IYA AJA NAPA AH !
gue : iyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -,-
radit : nahkan gitu gampang ... hahaha -
gue : heeem ...
radit : yauda , deal ye ? asalamualaikum ... walaikumsalam ... tuttt ...tuttt ..

gak lama ... muncul sms dri dy , tempat download tuh lagu ... pas udh kelar gue download ???? AMPUUUUUUUNDAAAAH !! SUSAAAAAAAAAAH !! :((( GAK BAKAL BISA GUE NGAPALINNYA !!! DSR PLANKTON SIREEE !! liat aja ! -,- untung gue lgy heppi ! kalo gak ! gue rendang kmrg -,-
lagunya cepet :( lyricsnya juga uwareswhdbwdww ... gk mudeng ah !
ini nih lyricsnya ..

So, you see
You've got me back again for more
And it seems
Your song is in my head
This is war
Mystery; how I could feel you breathe me

I was sure you would keep
Every promise; you would keep
Every word

Well,
I try to put your stories in line
But nothing adds up right

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight
And you're not invited

Its a shame
That you left me hanging like you did
It was brave
But it was much more foolish
Don't you think?
Cause you know I wont be satisfied
Until you realize

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight
And you're not invited

These things are oh, all so typical
These things are unforgivable
I'm gone and you're invisible now
Don't let me catch you followin'
Don't ask, cause I'm not offering
You've caused enough of my suffering, oh

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight
And you're not invited

susaaaaaah -,- ribeeeet !!! wish me luck yeaaaaah ?? :DD

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slh gw . gw yg bego

tengan dingin , pucet , lemes , mata begkak .. efeksamping dri kebegooan gw . gpp lh , emg gw pants diginiin am dia .. tp gw gk bakal sanggp ngiat dy .. jd gw putusun buat ngband fb gw sndr ... ngband fb tmn2 gw .. maaf yah tmn ? gw terlalu jht , trll tega buat ngband fb kmrg smua .. bakal gw terima kok , konsekuensi dr kmrg .
smuaa .. yg brhbgn dgn ... facebook .. blog .. bakal gw musnahin dari mata gw , biar gw gbsa ngliatnya lgy .. terlalu nyakit buat gw ... tapi fs ????? msh ada ... gw gbsa nghack fs itu , terlalu lemes tangang gw ngklik freeze , terlalu banyak kenangn gw am dy ..
sakit ngliat tulisan wakakak .. hahaha dia emg kok , gw yg bego .............. knp jg gw pnya ide kayak gtu ,
maaf recka denaldy himawan :(( gw gbsa jd yg terbaik di hidup lo .. walaupun yaaa emg lo tetep yg terbaik di hidup gw .
maaf ya ? gw gbsa jd istri ygg baek . haha - mimpi ah gw .
guee sayaaaaaaaang am lo ! am kapanpun cuma lo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gk bakal ad yg bisa gantiiin :(((((((

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I LOVE THIS SONG :')

gtau knp ... ahir ahir ini di kepala gue ada lagu ini mulu ..
melawakili perasaan juga kali yah ? hemmmmmmmm .....

Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

[Keyshia:]
If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Diddy:]
Tell me the words to say,
To make you come back,
And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Let me be, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take my pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I'm so alone I'm soooo lonelyyyyy,

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
And call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
Just call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

[Phone dialing and ringing]
[Diddy:]
Hello
Hey waz-up
I've been tryin' to reach you all night
That shit ain't funny not picking up the mutha fucking phone
Better stop fucking playing with a nigga's feelings like that
You know how much I love you though right?
But for them couple of seconds though,
When I couldn't get in touch with you.
I'm ready to come over your house and shoot that mutha fucker up
You better fucking not be there when I get over that house
[laughing]
That's really how it goes down right?

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