tired =,=

hahahaaay ..
sudah lama sekali rasanya gue gak buka blog .. gtau mau nulis apaan sh . hehe :D
banyak sih yg mau gue tumahkan , dan curahkan isi hati gue .. tapi gtau nulisya kaya mana . hallaaaaah .. maklum aj , gue gak pandai merangkay kata . haha :D
kaya ada juga aj yg baca blog gue ? ckck =,=

AGUSTUS 2009 .
gtau knp , tapi kayaknya di bulan itu gue apes bgt ! gue benci bgt am agustus tahun ini =,=
bnr kata tmn2 gue .. ahustus tahun ini beda am agustus tahun tahun sebelumnya .. agustus tahun ini kayaknya .. surem bgt dah hidup gue . ckck =,=

antara lain yg bikin hati gue pedih bgt di bulan ini ....

1 . gue musti nerima kenyataan , bahwa gue telah di bohongin gede gedean ! gue coba buat santay, dan gak mau ambil pusing .. tapi ? ternyata terlalu pedih buat gue lupain gtu aja -,- jahat ih !
2 . gue am rdh ? berahir di bulan ini .. 7 bln kisah gue am dia . tutup di bulan ini .. makasih ye ! hm -..-
3. gue kecelakaan ! dan musti ganti rugi ! am omom gatel yg mau ngawinin gue kalo gue gbsa bayar utang ke dia ! ih -,- emg udh mau kiamat bgt dunia ini .. ckckckck =,= ada aja omom girang kaya dia ! YAKS !
4. di saat gue stres karena 3 alasan di atas , GAK ADA SEORANGPUN YG BISA NENANGIN GUE ! di skola ? jujur aja , gue cuma ngerasa dyrg nenangin gue 15 menit .. setelah itu ? lepas gtu aja .. tau gak sih gue se stres ap dsni ? bisa gak sih kasih gue pelukan buat gue nangs di kmrg ? bayangin sih , gue musti byar 3,5 jt, ke om om gatel itu .. di luar tangan orang tua ! gue sendiri ?! cuma sendiri ! brp sih uang jajan gue ? gak ada tah yg bisa bantu gue ? gue gk pernah mau minta am kmrg .. karena ini masalah gue .. tapi gue juga gmau muna .. kalo gue gak kuat bawamasalah ini sendiri :(( kalo kmrg gbsa bantu gue secara materi , kmrg bisa kan nengn gue ? ini ? gue makin stres di tangan kmrg !
sementara tmn tmn gue gbsa nengn gue ? keadaan rumah gue juga gtu . gue serasa gmau pulang ! seluruh org rumah gak ada yg percaya gue di tarbrak ! semua org rumah nyalahin gue karena ketololan gue !! gak tau apa kalo gue stres ? mobil ancur ? mobil org yg NABRAK gue ancur dan gue musti ganti rugi dgn uang gue sndri ?!!! GUE CUMA MAU KETENANGAN ! UDH ! GAK LEBIH .. gak bisa tah nengn gue , kalo gbsa bantu gue ? T.T
5. selama AGUSTUS FULL .. gue berantem gede gedean am nykp , ampe gue gmau keluar kamar gara gara malek ngeliat muka nykap gue sendiri !
6. gue udh mulai bosen hidup deh kayaknya .. gue capek ih nahan sakit trus ! huhu :((

IAM JUST TIRED OF THIS SHIT ! I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE ! DAMN !

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lo knp ? kok aneh ? kok ngmgnya aneh ? ngmg apa sih ? ini elo ?
lo kmn ?? kok pergi ? kok ilang ? kok gue sendiri lgy ?
gue knp ? kok nangis ? kok hati gue ngilu ? kook pedih ?
knp sih gue ? ih aneh bgt ..
kok kesel ? kok sedih ? kok marah ? kok nangis ? kok bete ? kok ? kok ?
kok gue gbsa ngmg apa yg gue rasa ?
kok gue selalu mikir negativ ? knp lo di mata gue negativ mulu ?
knp lo gak buat diri lo positiv ? knp sih ? ih ? apa sih gue ? anh deh ih ..
ckck -,- gk jls bgt sh gue ? knp yah gue ?
heuuuuuuuah -

ya allah di 1 sisi aku ga rela !!! tp di sisi lain ..
apa salah nya kl ngeliat DIA BAHAGIA DENGAN PILIHAN NYA??
ya allah bantu aku buat kuat ya allah? :((
kalaupun ini udh jadi jalan hidup dia dengan nya,
insya allah aku mengikhlaskan nya ..

berat kan omgn gue ? lgy terbuka nih otak nya ..
huhu ..

gue sediiiih loh .. alamak ! -____________-

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apaaya ?

apaya ? ih , bete gni gw gak ada gawe -,-
modal hape aja di tangan .. mau buka fb .. mls , ntah knp.. jadi buka blog , iseng ..
iiiiii .. beteeee !! bete am apa aja !
am bokap , nyokap , aldo , elo , semuaaaaa aaah !!!!!!!!!

tadi gue gk skola , gra2 mati lampu , jd mls ngpa ngpain .. jd gue putuskan untuk lanjutin tdr dan gak skola !
dan ? baru sadar gue , hape gue mati !
pantesan kgk ribut .. biasanya udh tinut tinut .. dring dring .. bunyi sms pda msk ke hape gue .. ntah dri tmn , recka .. ampe yg paling gk penting dri facebook ..
seharian gue cm diem di rmh , kaya ank autis .. ngotak ngatik laptop .. ampe di bentak bentak bokap ..
aaaah , 23 JULY 2009 ! gue bete bgt am hari ini ...
knp semuanya gak ada yg bisa buat bibir gue naek dikit buat sekedar senyum ?!
bawaannya seharian bete aja ! kalo misalnya hari ini juga gue skola , pasti gue tdr di kls .. huhu ..
idup gue kaya warna abuabu ! sureeeem ...
idup gue kaya boneka panda , cm item , sm putih .. klo gk item .. ya putih , gk ada warna laen -_____-
perasaan gue beberapa hari ini bener bener dataaaaaaar ....
senyum yg gue sunggingin ? baru gue sadarin , kalo PALSU !
ketawa yg gue keluarin ? PALSU juga ..
skrg di otak gue , gue gak liat jawaban ! cm pertanyaan , pertanyaan , pertanyaan .. yg belum kejawab ! dan kayaknya gak bakal bisa kejawab ..

" knp gue bete ? "
" knp idup gue gni gni aja ? "
" knp bawaan gue ahir2 ini bete aja ? "
" knp gue musti tau , kalo dia boong am gue ? "
" knp sahabat gue gak tau kalo gue lagi bete ? "
" knp bokap gue gak tau kalo gue gak bisa di bentak ? "
" knp lampu di rumah gue mati trs ? "
" knp hape gue mati trs ? "
" knp sms gue pending trs ? "
" knp tangan gue lemes bgt ? "
" knp rambut gue rontok ? "
" knp gue gak bisa ngantuk ? "
" knp gue males ngp ngpain ? "
" knpa da musti ngmg itu ? "
"knp air mata gue gk bisa keluar buat nangis ? "
" knp hidup gue surem ? "
" knp gue emosian ? "
" knp gue gak bisa ngerasa laper ? "
" knp gue gak gendut gendut ? "
" knp muka gue sll pucet ? "
" knp gue suka ngongek org ? "
" KENAPA DI OTAK GUE CM ADA PERTANYAAN ? "


todaay ? 23 july 2009 11:53 PM ..
IAM JUST STUCK IN HERE WITH NOBODY BESIDE ME ..
iam just waiting for someone answer , "why my life always like this? "
why don't you come ? and hold me in your arms ?
how could iam so stupit ? waiting .. for NOTHING !
can someone come , and take this pain away ?
i need someone beside me , and say " iam here for you , and never leave you alone "
you everything i wanted to be ..
why i wanna curl up like a cild ?
why I couldn't even get an answer ?
why you leave me ??


and all my tears .. they keep running down my face .. why don't you turn away ?
and say ..


" don't cry .. iam here for you gladytha .. "

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ANGRY MODE : ON !!

satu kata aja deh buat hati ini ! TAI !
baru kmren perasaan yah stres gue ilang bentar ! skrg lagi ! babi lah !!!!!!!!!! maunya apa lo itu BANCI ! LO ITU APA SH ?!!!! -,- BARU SADAR GUE , GAK JELAS BGT IDUP LO ITU !!! AGGGGGGHHH !!!

tadi pagi , gue berangkat sekola dengan penuh senyuman ... berharap hari ini akan indah ... haha -
gue dtg tadi termasuk itungan pagi ! pagi bgt malah . wkwk -
gue brgkat dri rumah aja ja stga 7 ! beeeeh :DD biasanya jam sgtu baru kelar mandi gue . wkwk - ntah ada angin apa tah gue .. haha -
ampe skola ??? gue ngliat ada arta , bekel , beben , yaya , tasya , am mel udh duduk di dpn kelas .. gue samperin .. dan berbincang seperti biasanya ..
pas masuk ke kelas , kan tadinya gue duduk am yori ? tpi skrg gue pindaaaah .. gue duduk am arta . hahahaha - TANGGUNG JAWAB ! ;P
gara2 gue yg getol bgt nyuruh dia pindah ke kls gue .. hehe - maap atatuuakiga . wkwk -

biasaaaa lah cewee , gue am arta cerita2 ... tentang apa aja .. ampe nyangkut ke MASALAH ITU !!!!!!! KAMPANG ! gak karuan gmn perasaan gue pas gue dgr cerita dia itu .. ntah MARAH ! KESEL ! DONGKOL ! KECEWA ! SEDIH ! gk karuan bgt pokoke !!!!! tai !!!!! tapi tetep aja gue sembunyiin perasaan ksl gue .. gue msh tetep bsa ktawa tawa am dyrg . padahal di dlm ati mah gue marah marah !!! serasa kaca tuh mau gue tonjok ! KAMPANG LO YAH ! ANK SETAN !!!
gilalo ! gue tau lo PINTER ! dan GUE GAK BEGO ! walaupun emg gue gak sepinter elo ! ampe kapan lo mau ngumpetin itu dari gue ???
emg ! gue pernah curiga , tapi udh ilang .. ampe denger tuh cerita ! TAIK !!! bangga gak lo nipu 780 ORANG ???? HA ?!!!!
hebat amat sh mamen ??? lo nutup bau bangke lo itu SIP BGT !! salut gue ! ampe kgk ada yg nyadar ! TERMASUK GUE !
apa gue yg terlalu bego ? hm .. ntah ! LO YANG TERLALU PINTER ! MATI AJA LO !
AWAS GUE SIRAM AER KERAS MUKA LO ITU ! BIAR KAYA LIMBAT !!!!
ya allaaaah ARTADINA JULIANDA !!!! lo mah ! knp baru bilang sekarang ???? dsr pempek ! wkwk -
tapi ... gue gbsa asal tuduh juga ... jadi gue putuskan untuk memata matai dia ! azaaaa ... bahasa gue ! wakakak -
pas dia pulang sekola ... gue ikutin , EH ?! LENYAP DI MAKAN ANGIN KALI YAH ? ILANG GTU AJA .. TANPA BEKAS !!! emg dasar lo peranakan setan !!! -____-

gara2 gak ada gawe di skola .. gue ngobral bgobrol aja am dyrg ...
eeeh , tiba2 wahyu am kausar BERANTEM ! OH NOOOO !!! mls bgt deh gue udh ngliat kaya gtuan -,- ckck - sempet dorong2an .. untug cepet di lerai .. kalo engg ?? udh bonyooook kali ...
pas udh ampir selesai masalahnya ? muncul lgy tuh si bigbooos ! MAKIN JADI ! ayyyy !!! tambah pula gue lgy kesel !!! jadi gue gak mau tau am tuh dyrg berantem ! mati aja bodo ! wakakakak -
eeeh , tiba2 ikutan gupek juga guenya ! haha - pas dyrg pergi dri skola , (kayaknya mau cari tempat ribut) ktrg putuskan untuk mengikutinya ! agar tak terjadi hal2 yg tak diinginkan ! haha -
NAH ??????? yg bawa mbl sapeeee ?? GUE ! DAMN !!!! gak tau gue lgy paleng ap coy ?????? keancem lgy deh nyawa kmrg am gue ! haha -
untuk tak ada yg terluka ... hanya beberapa goresan lecet gara2 nyrempet median jalan .. elooos !!!! bodo amat !
coba MUKA ELO AJA YAH BE !! DEMI ALLAH YAH ???!! GAK AKAN BISA GUE PERCAYA LGY AM LO !!! meskipun gue juga gak bisa nuduh 1 pihak ! TAPI TETEP AJA ... LO NGIBULIN GUE ! TEMEN GUE ! DAN ORANG ORAAANG !!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA :DD HEBAT LO MAMEN !
LIAT LO YAH ??! GAK BAKAL LAMA LO BISA MAKE TOPENG EMAS LO ITU ! BAKAL GUE BONGKAR SEMUA BUSUK NY ELO ITU !
PEGAAANG OMONGN GUE YAH ??!!!!!!!! LO SALAH ORANG KALO MAU CARI GARA GARA AM GUE dan TEMEN TEMEN GUE !!!!!
oke syg ???? biar gue lunturin dulu CAKEPNYA muka lo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gue jampe jampe dlu tuh muka dengan semburan aer keras yg bakal gue siram ke muka lo !!! BIAR SADAR DIRI ! biar gak [ake topeng lagi ! oke BE ????!!!!!!! atau musti gue panggila .... **BE******* ?!!!! hahahahaha - PEGI LO JAUH JAUH DARI MUKA GUE ! HUSHUSHUSSS .. MENYINGKIIIIR !!!!! ALERGI GUE NGLIAT MUKA INNOCENT LO !!! HUEEEEEEKS !!!!! ADA KUMAN YG DKT DEKEEET AM GUE !!! JIJIK !!! YAKS !
kalo kata recka ... FUCK GEDE BUAT LO ! hahahahahaha :DDD

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it's my big daaaaaaaaay :D

senen ? 20 july 2009 .. asiiiiiiiiiik !!!!!!!!! 6 bulan gue hari ini ...
hahaa :DD seneeeeeeeng bgt . apalgy setelah kmren gue brantm abis abisan am dia :(
maaf yah yang ? sumpah deh gak gitu lagi .. makasi udh mau maafn ak :DD ak gk bikin km kecewa lgy kok ... suuuuuuuueeeer !!! sesuai perjanjian kita tdi yang . hehe - i love you sooooooo :-*

naaaah ... yg gara gara kmren gue brntm am dia .. alhasil ? moood ancuuuuuuuuur -________-
kmren juga gue kan di undang dtg am aci , kakaknya nikahan .. yauda , gara gara gak enk am aci .. jadi gue dateng ... sebelum ksna .. beben , riga , am bekel ke rmh gue ... pas bgt pula pas gue lgy brntm gede gedean am dia ...
jadi dyrg smua deh yg kena imbas bete gue .. hehe - maaf dar dar ling kuuu .. pada sabar dah .. wkwk -
trs , pas di jalan ?? bego juga dyrg , udh tau mood gue bnr2 lgy gak bgs .. di suruh bawa mbl .
alhasiiiiiiiiiil ??? sebat sebot .. haha - 3 kali labas lampu merah .. 4 kali di pritin am polisi ... gak keitung ambir nyrempet mobil + orang ..
heuuuuuuuuuh - tapi untung gak ada yg cidera . hahahahaha -
tapi sblum ke rmh aci , ke rumah ncik dlu ... biar brgkat brg ..

nah .. gara2 kesel kali yah ngliat gue yg uring2an .. beben ngmg am gue .

beben : knp lo ini boy ???? udh kaya orgil .
gue : peduli amat lo , gue yg kaya orgil jugage -,-
beben : batu amat sh ?!!!!! tau gw lo pening , makanya gausa betigkah ah !
gue : aaaaaaaaaaa .... gtau ben ... pening nih gw ! bantuin ngp ?!! ah !
beben : uda uda .. minta maaf aje dlu .
gue : gak di maafn :( dia marah bgt geh am gue :(
beben : mampus ! karma ! hahaha - trs aja dyth minta maaf .. mohon bila perlu .
gue : hrus ?
beben : yaiyalah dodol !!! turunin dlu gengsi lo itu .. gmn mau damai kmrg kalo gk ad yg mau nglah ?
gue : iaia .. bawel :p
beben : naaah ?!! di bantuin juga (sambil nyubit gue )
gue : iya iya .. hehehe - bentooo baik dah .
beben : ampe balikan traktir gue bakso ! gak mau tau !
gue : kalo gak ? :(((((((((
beben : pasti balik ! makanya mnta maaf !
gue : iyaaaa ah ! doain aja .

setelah bacat bacot .......... balikaaaaaaaaaan dah gw !!!! aduuuuuuuuuu seneeeeng!!! :DD trs gue laporan deh ke beben .. hhahhaa -

gue : bento .. gue balikan ! hahaaaaay ..
beben : nahkan ?! gue bilang juga apa ... gmn gmn ? cerita !
gue : panjang ah ! besok aja . haha
beben : gak mau ! mau skrg gw .
gue : panjang ah , besok ! hahaha
beben : yauda , JGN LUPA BAKSO GUE ! HAHA -
gue : nah ? tau gitu gausa bilang dah gue -,-
beben : bodo amat ! haha - nyesel gak lo ngehack fb dewek ? dodol sh ! haha -
gue : biasa aja . yeee ;p

dan karenaaaa mooody gue udh kembali .. azaaaa .. haha - jadi gue cerah ceria lgy .. gak sure lagy . wkwkwkwkw - TAPI ! ada tapinya nih -,-
plankton (*band gue) MAU TURUUUUN ! parah lgy , gue turun gk pegang drum ! tapi VOKAL ! WHAAAAAAAAT ?!!!!!! yaudalah .. gue pasrah -,- kira gue , lagu yg udh gue tau .. gak taunyaa ?!!!! entah lagu apaaa!!!! emg dsr pada setan kmrg itu yah !!!! awas aja !!! -,-
pagi pagi buta nlv gue ternyata ada mau ! -,-

radit : dul ! udh gk bt ?!
gue : gak ( msh ngntk + bte am radit ! )
radit : dih ! marah !
gue : gak .
radit : yauda ......... kan udh baikn sh ! yah ? hehe
gue : heeeemmmmm
radit : sip ! kalo gtu kita mau turun ! LUSA !
gue : iyaaa ...
radit : bawa lagu 99 times .
gue : iyaaa ...
radit : tau tah lo ???
gue : gak ... paling juga sama aja nadanya -,-
radit : lo VOKAL DODOL !
gue : NAH ?!!!! APA APAAAAN ???!!!!!! KAN LO VOKAL ?! ENK AJA !
radit : suara gue gk cocok ! jd lo aje ye ? hehe
gue : nah ? ogaaaah ! cari lagu laen lah .
radit : ini yg gak pasaran ! udh sh ! inggl mangap mangap aja kok susah !
gue : gue aja gk tau lgunya ! gmn mau turun ?! streees lo ini !
radit : nnti gue ksh tempat downloadnya .. GK MAU TAU MUSTI APAL !
gue : seenak jidat ! -,-
radit : bodo ! gampang kok .
gue : ay ~!!!! ngp gak ido aja sh ????
radit : yaaaaaaa cwe geh ?!
gue : nah dinda !
radit : dinda suaranya gk pas , dy juga gk pernh jd vokal ! lo kan sering sh ! iya aja kok sush !!!!
gue : kok jd lo yg marh ?? gue nih lgy marah !??
radit : yausa sh , lo kan baek , canteek , cwe nya recka .. yegak ??? haha
gue : bodoooooooolah !!!
radit : ih ! bte lgy ! harus gue suruh recka tah ngebujuk ??? hahaa
gue : iya .. suruh dy yg bujuk , baru nurut gue . hahahaa
radit : yauda , tapi mslhnya cwo lo sensi am gue .. jd , gue traktir obong aja ye ? oke ?
gue : isssss -,-
radit : IYA AJA NAPA AH !
gue : iyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -,-
radit : nahkan gitu gampang ... hahaha -
gue : heeem ...
radit : yauda , deal ye ? asalamualaikum ... walaikumsalam ... tuttt ...tuttt ..

gak lama ... muncul sms dri dy , tempat download tuh lagu ... pas udh kelar gue download ???? AMPUUUUUUUNDAAAAH !! SUSAAAAAAAAAAH !! :((( GAK BAKAL BISA GUE NGAPALINNYA !!! DSR PLANKTON SIREEE !! liat aja ! -,- untung gue lgy heppi ! kalo gak ! gue rendang kmrg -,-
lagunya cepet :( lyricsnya juga uwareswhdbwdww ... gk mudeng ah !
ini nih lyricsnya ..

So, you see
You've got me back again for more
And it seems
Your song is in my head
This is war
Mystery; how I could feel you breathe me

I was sure you would keep
Every promise; you would keep
Every word

Well,
I try to put your stories in line
But nothing adds up right

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight
And you're not invited

Its a shame
That you left me hanging like you did
It was brave
But it was much more foolish
Don't you think?
Cause you know I wont be satisfied
Until you realize

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight
And you're not invited

These things are oh, all so typical
These things are unforgivable
I'm gone and you're invisible now
Don't let me catch you followin'
Don't ask, cause I'm not offering
You've caused enough of my suffering, oh

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight

For every 99 times
You looked me in the eye,
You looked me in the eye
And swore you weren't lying
Well, I was so blind
I never saw the signs
I'm getting out tonight
And you're not invited

susaaaaaah -,- ribeeeet !!! wish me luck yeaaaaah ?? :DD

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slh gw . gw yg bego

tengan dingin , pucet , lemes , mata begkak .. efeksamping dri kebegooan gw . gpp lh , emg gw pants diginiin am dia .. tp gw gk bakal sanggp ngiat dy .. jd gw putusun buat ngband fb gw sndr ... ngband fb tmn2 gw .. maaf yah tmn ? gw terlalu jht , trll tega buat ngband fb kmrg smua .. bakal gw terima kok , konsekuensi dr kmrg .
smuaa .. yg brhbgn dgn ... facebook .. blog .. bakal gw musnahin dari mata gw , biar gw gbsa ngliatnya lgy .. terlalu nyakit buat gw ... tapi fs ????? msh ada ... gw gbsa nghack fs itu , terlalu lemes tangang gw ngklik freeze , terlalu banyak kenangn gw am dy ..
sakit ngliat tulisan wakakak .. hahaha dia emg kok , gw yg bego .............. knp jg gw pnya ide kayak gtu ,
maaf recka denaldy himawan :(( gw gbsa jd yg terbaik di hidup lo .. walaupun yaaa emg lo tetep yg terbaik di hidup gw .
maaf ya ? gw gbsa jd istri ygg baek . haha - mimpi ah gw .
guee sayaaaaaaaang am lo ! am kapanpun cuma lo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gk bakal ad yg bisa gantiiin :(((((((

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I LOVE THIS SONG :')

gtau knp ... ahir ahir ini di kepala gue ada lagu ini mulu ..
melawakili perasaan juga kali yah ? hemmmmmmmm .....

Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

[Keyshia:]
If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Diddy:]
Tell me the words to say,
To make you come back,
And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Let me be, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take my pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I'm so alone I'm soooo lonelyyyyy,

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
And call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
Just call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

[Phone dialing and ringing]
[Diddy:]
Hello
Hey waz-up
I've been tryin' to reach you all night
That shit ain't funny not picking up the mutha fucking phone
Better stop fucking playing with a nigga's feelings like that
You know how much I love you though right?
But for them couple of seconds though,
When I couldn't get in touch with you.
I'm ready to come over your house and shoot that mutha fucker up
You better fucking not be there when I get over that house
[laughing]
That's really how it goes down right?

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XI IPS 1 .

tadaaaaa ..... ahirnya pembagian kelas .. dan ternyata ? gue masuk XI IPS 1 !
oh YES !!! SIPSIPSIP !! aseeeek .. isinya tmn gue smua stau gue . haha :DD
tapi kok setelah diliat liat ?? anknyaaaaa ??? makin .... adu ... gmana yaa .. yagitulah . wkwk :DD TRNYATA ! emg di kls itu isinya 70% ank NC ! OHNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!! bukan berarti gue gak sng skelas am dyrg .. sng sh .. seru pasti ..
tapi ?? yg gue tau otak otak drg itu sama aja kaya gue smua , jadi kalo ulangan ? siapa yg mau di andelin ?? astagaaaa .. banyangiiin !!!! yg ank NC di kls gur itu ..

AL . IMAM . BEKEL . GEOGY . GUE . MELL . ADIL . NDAR . ARI . YAYA . TASYA . YORI .

dari 28 murit yg ada di kls .. 12 nya .. ank NC ! mau jadi apaaaa itu kls ? ckck -,-

jangan kira yg sisanya bakal ank anak pinter yang bisa di andelin dalam belajar .. sisanya pun .. otaknya standar ! hahaha :DD
bukan berarti bego juga -,- ada sh , beberapa ank pintr yg nyelip masuk ke kelas gue .. tapi rata2 pada mau pindaah ... kalo dyrg pada pibdah smua ???? SKAK MAT deh ktrg -____________-


hari ini hari ke 2 masuk skola .. tapi sampe saat ini juga , gue blm ngliat yg namanya bu FATMA tu gmana .. yg katanya bakal jdi wali kls buat ips 1 .
kelas laen udh pada ada ketua kelas lah , bendahara .. dan blablablaaa .. kls gue masih belum ada gerakan ! ckckckckckckckckck -,- HAHAHAHAHA :DD

hari pertama masuk ips 1 ??

perasaan gue ? KAGEEEET !!!!!! isiiinya tmn gue smua .. bayangpun ! gmn mau belajaaaar ??? -,- yasud lah ... jojong ..
trs .. banyak kan tuh ank ank kls laen yg muter2 .. setiap liat ips1 pasti ngmg ..

" nah ? ini kls apa markas ? "
" yakn dikit ni guru nempatin kmrg di kls yg bnr ? "
" asiiik lah ye ? pada kumpul smua di kls ? "
" kls ini mah tinggal nunggu mangsa aja "

lailaaaaaaaaaaaaah -,- kaya udh paling parahnya aja kls gue ini woooy ?!!!!!! huuuuuuuuuu ;p giliran ada ank pinter yg masuk ... cuma sanggup melihat isi kls dari dpn pintu ... gak sanggup masuk .. gara2 baru hari pertama aj udh bikin rusuh bin ribuuut ..
alhasil ? banyak kan yg pndah ?! mana ank pinter smua -,- ckck -

hari ke 2 di ips 1 ?

tadi pagi , gue dateng jam 7 .. daaaan .. pas masuk kelaaas ?? KOSOOOONG !!!!!!! nahlooo ?? pada kemana ni bocah tuyuuuul ?? ternyataaa ??? KANTIN ! HAHAHAHA :DD
kelas laen udh pada belajar .. kls gue mash aja nganggur .. wkwk -
teruuus ahirnya ktrg ke kls ... kongek kongekan ... nyanyi nyani gak jelaaas .. treak treak ... ahirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaa ada guru juga ... yg masuk pertama td bu rein :) guru sosiologi .. guru nya gaul ay !! hahahaha :DD top markotob am ibu ini mah :DD
tadi itu juga gak belajar , cm perkenalan materi aja .. am buku . UDAH ! soalnya emg jam ibu ini udh abis ...

abis bu reiiiin ... kls gak ada guru lagi ... keluyuraaan lg .. ckck -,-
trs ? ahirnya ada juga guru yg masuk lagi ... tapi pada saat itu gue , bekel , am mell lgy di kantin .. makan somay . hahaha :DD
pas ktrg masuk kelas , bapak itu udh perkenalkan diri dy .. gtau dah gue nama bapak itu sypa .. telat masuk sh . hahaha - pokoknya dy ngajar bahasa ind .
teruuuuuuuuuus .. ktrg di suruh buat biodata .. ckck -,- buat apa cobage? udh kaya ank SD aja .
buattt lah ktrg .. eeeeeeeeeh , jam bapak itu abs ... nah , trs keluarlah pertanyaan anh dari mulut bapak itu . dy ngmg gni ..
" naaah .. udh bel itu , mau di lanjutin buat biodatanya ? apa istirahaaat ? " nah ? sarap kau ;p yg guru siapa yg ngatur siapa ?? ya jelas ktrg mau istirahaaaaat lah bapakeee ... hena ! haha -

dah .. bapak itu , adalah guru terahir yg msk di kls gue hari ini .. tadinya sh mau pulang gue .. ngpain di skola kalo gak ada gawe ? -,- tapi kta dyrg nnti mau latian lah , bakal ada guru lah , belajar total lah ... lagipula ada pak hendro di dpn gerbang tadii .. gak bisa keluar deeeeh -,-
alhasiiiiiiiiiiiil ?? gara2 BOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN !!! gue sms reckakyuuuuuuuuuu ... hahahahayyyy -
dy lg ngmos ank baru , dasar ketos sh !!! wkwk ;p awas aja kau ampe hunting hunting ank baru !!! gue gorooooooooook looo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaang !!!!!!!!!! rrrrrrr -,-
abistuuuu ...gue ngantuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuk bgt pas itu .. alhasil ? abakadabraaa ... TIDUUUUUUUUUUUUUR tegelepak gue di kls .. 2 jam boy gue tdr ! mantaaap ! hahahahahaha -
sering sering aja dah kaya gni mah . wkwkwk ;p

buktiin ke kls yg laen , ips 1 tuh isinya bukan anak BANYAK BACOT AJA !!! ada mutu dan kualitas juga woo !!! huuuuuuuu ;p liat aja nnti . wkwk :DD di bawa enak aja lah di kls itu :)

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bibeeeeh :-*

Yaa sebutlah mereka bibeh .
Knp bisa disebut bibeh ?? ya gaatau juga sh . wkwkwk ;p
Dari 1 golongan .. NC - di bagi jadi 2 tuh ye ? yg cwe am yg cwo .. Yang cwe di panggil bibeh .. yg cwo di panggil babeh . hahahaha :DD anh gak sh ? bodo lah ;p
Udh , skrg kan lgy ngmgn bibeh ye ? jadi babeh gak di bahas ah .. haha –

Pokoknya gue syg bgt am dyrg , dari pertama kali gue nginjekin kaki di SMA NEGERI 9 BANDAR LAMPUNG . mereka adalah tmn2 terbaik yg ada .
Yg sll ada buat gue .. yg selalu sukses bikin gue ngakak , sedih , bete , kesel , seneng , kaget , terharu . daaaan blablablaaaa ..

Emg sh banyak bgt kakak kls yg gak suka am ktrg , yaa karena tengil lah .. soksokan lah .. caper lah , menel lah , ganjen lah , todaw lah .. aaaa , banyak deh .
Tapi itu kayaknya Cuma angin siur aja di kuping ktrg , ktrg ttp aja gni gni aja ..
Smua hal kita lewatin bareng ..
Kalo mau pergi kmn2 pasti brgan , kalo kendaraan gak ada , atau gak cukup , yaaa nyater angkoot dah .. hahaha :DD seneng2 aja ..
Mau di omgn kampungan ?? gak modal ?? atau apalaaaah …
masuk kuping kanan keluar kuping kiri aja –

Eskul ktrg pun sama smua ..
Dri yang paling awal .. softball , pavosland , drumband , ampe yg terakhr .. cheerleder ( buat yg ini rada pengecualin dah , ktrg masuk cheers krn di suruh kak susaaan ! -,- idi . badan kaya tongkat kok di suruh ikut cheers ??? salaaah pilih org buuuk .. hahaha :DD )
Tapi dri sgitu banyak eskul yg kitrg ikutin , cm 1 yg bnr2 kita aktif .. PAVOSLAN .

Softball ?? bedeeeeh .. pertamanya mah getol bgt mau latian mulu , semangat 45 .. tapi ???? ujung2 nyaa ?? nehe nehe .. nothing . bikin badan porong aja .. hahahaha :DD
Emg kurang bakat juga kali ye ?? ada sh yg bgs .. cm 1 tapi .. si ica doang ! nah yg laen ?? yaaaaaa gak buruk buruk amat sh .. standart lah .. haha –

Drumband ?? ah , makin jadi aja .. Cuma gara2 ekskul baru aja deh kayaknya kitrg pada niat ikut .. pas udh ikut mah ?? ahaaaaay ….. gak jadi . wkwk ;p

Cheerleder ? kaaknya emg eskul paling gak niat deh . hahaha – tpi gk deeeng .. peace kak ^^v . skrg udh lumayan enjoy kok ..
Tapi maaf ye kak kalo mash kakakuku .. maklum .. hahaha –

pavoslan ? naaah .. kalo yg ini mah gimpil . haha :DD cuma nyanyi nyanyi aja .. berpenghasilan pula .. hahaha :DD jadi ? knp gak ? :)

bibeh itu …

- RAISA MIRADIAH – RIGA YULIANITA – RESTY RAMDHANI –
- JENFABELLA LUKEL – - ELLA NOVIANASARI – ARASTRIANDA –
- TASA GINA PRATIWI – IRA DESIYANTINA – - ERISKHA PUTRI -
– HARDIANA DWI AGUSTIN – NIDYA SILVIANA MERITA –
- LESTARY DWI PRATIWI – BERTHA NANDA – YORY AMALIA –
- REMELIZA FITRI – DESNA SUWENDA –


Babeh itu ..

- M. ADIL PAMBUDI – MULKI HILLABI HERMAN – ACHMAD IMAM SUDIRO –
- WAHYU RAMADHAN – NICK KURNIAWAN – ACHMAD ALVIANSYAH –
- GEOGY OCTAVEN – ARI - M. ISKANDAR P. -

Thx bibehbabeh , for everything :)
For make me smile when iam sad .
for give me your shoulder when I cry
for carry me like iam your sister
For the surprises when my birthday :)
For the warning when I’ve done wrong .
For let me know that I’ve done wrong
For accompany me , when I sick
For make me laught everytime
For forgive all my mistake
For make me comferd
For make me important
For all your support
For the patient when listen my story
For the sollution when I have a problem
For protect me when I get the trouble
and for not leave me alone …

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PLAAANKTOOOON :D

plankton ?? wkwk ;p kaya nama musuhnya tuan crab yah ? hhi -
plankton itu bukan nama gank ataaaau apaaaa ... itu cm nama panggilan ank anak kelas buat ktrg ..
ktrg itu yaaaa .. gue , revan , ira , eris , aceng ..
gatau jga dah knp bisa ampe plankton .. mungkin gra2 ktrg rese kali yee ? suka hebooh deweeek .. oh .. apagak gra2 nama klompok biologi ktrg plankton jga .. haha -

bayangpuuun aja lah yaa ..
dari pertama masuk x5 .. ampe skrg .. udh mau pisaaah .. ktrg kalo buat kelompok gak pernah am org laen .. pasti ber5 trs ..
yaa kecuali kalo gruu yg milihin kelompoknya ..
knp ktrg be5 trs ?? yaa karena gak ada yg mau skelompok lgy am ktrg .. wkwk -
paraah amaaat tah ya ? hahaha :DD tapi trs knp gtu ?? yabodoooo amaaaat ... wkwk ;p

tapi ya kadang kadang ktrg repot juga sh , kalo udh pelajaran2 yg mematikan gtu .. kaya fisika , kmia , mtk ?? baaah .. gila kau ..
ktrg ngarti pel. bhs ind aja udh sokooooor .. au kimia ??
masih jauh di awang2 deh .
wkwk :DD tpi teteeep .. hayuuuuuk .. haha -
kalo masalah drama , ngoce2 debat , apagak buat makalah .. pasti ktrg trs yg megang nilai ..
secara pada doyan ngoce smuaa .. hahahahaha :DD
kalo udh drama , makin jadi gilanya .. ckck -,-

banyaaak bgt kenangan gue am dyrg .. yg gak akan pernah bisa gue lupain .. kayaaa ..

- maen tepok nyamuk bareeng ..
gara2 isi kls ktrg tuh bandit smua , jadi tiap hari kerjaannya maenn kartuuuuu aja ... dasar ladang dosa ! wkwk ;p ya jadi otomatis kan ada kartu trs di kls itu tiap hari ?
jadi kalo lgy gk maen judi , ktrg maen tepok nyamuuukk .. seruuuseruuuu ... soalnya yg kalah hukumannya bukan di jewer , di tabok , di sentil , atau di suruh nembaaak .. tapi pake bedak ..
hahahahhaha :DD LUCUU BGT .. ampe bedak si uti abs .. wkwkwk -
ampe kaya mandi bedak gtu malah , sangking pada napsu ngsih bedaknya . hahaha :DD

- tampil debaaat
kan sering tuh ye ada guru2 yang suruh buat makalah ? trs disuruh maju ke dpn kls ?? ngbacain makalahnya .. dan blablablaaa .. trs nnti ada pertanyaan .. trs debat .. blablabala ..
gara2 kitrg pada GAK NIAT ngerjain tugasnya , boro boro di baca tuh makalah .. waktu nyarinya aja asal copy paste print aja .. mau dibaca ?? imposible bgt ! haha -
jadi kalo udh kaya gnini ... yaaa terpaksaaa .. ceplok batok aja jawabnya ..
dan kalo ada yg gak suka atau ngeritik .. makin ngotot aja ktrg , ngbenern tuh jawaban .. padahal mah salah .. haha :DD

- nyari tugas bareng
waktu itu si bu sento pernah ngasih tugas GAK KIRA2 -,- di suruh buat maklah 60 lembaaaaaaaaaaar bbboy !!! apa gak gila ???? itu juga indiividu .. blm lgy yg kelompoook .. subhanallaaaah ... streees ah -,- yauda ... seperti biasaa .. besok di kumpuul ... hari ini ktrg pada ngerjain .. bego bgt tah ya ??? hahaha - giliran gak keburu mah panas dingin .. malah ada yg matanya berkaca kaca kaya mau nags .. dsr begoo .. hahaha :DD
buat apa tah ya makalah banyak banyak .. berani tarohan deh gue , gk di baca juga am ibu itu -,- paling juga kata pengantarnya aja yg di baca .. ckck -,- emg guru jaman skrg pada strees smua ..

- cari print murah ..
gara2 tugas yg subhanallh banyak bgt itu , otomatis kalo ngprin di waret mahal dong yaa ?? bisa abis ampe gocap malah .. ckck -,- mending makan deh , dripada buat ngprint ??? wuhuuu ..
jadiiii .. gara gara gak mau rugi .. ktrg putusin untuk ngprint di rmh salah satu dri kita .. kalo di rmh ira ?? gak ada kertas .. di rmh eris ?? kmptr ogek , di rmh aceng ?? comp rusaaak juga ... tadaaaa .. rumah revvan .. wkwkwkwk ;p
pas mau ksitu , dia ngmg " eh , emg sh kertas a4 di rmh gue ada .. tapi kalo mau ngprint beratus ratus mah tinta nya oreeeee boy ! " naaaaah ?! jadi ? terahir ? yah gue -,- ckckck -
yasuuuud .. gara2 baru isi tinta printer kmren .. jadi aja rmh gue yg di babat am dyrg ... tekor mamang dek ! hahaha :DD

- NGELEDAKIN TAPE MOBIL ?!!!!
alhamdullh tintanya cukup .. tapiiiiiiiiiii , masalah laennya ada dooong . KERTASNYA GAK CUKUUUUP !!! HUAHAHAHAHAHHAA =DD mateeek ...
jadi jadi jadii ... si aceng am revan deh yg beli kertasnya .. kurangnya gak tanggung tanggung lgy .. kurang 300 lembaaar .. hahaha :DD SUKUUUURRRRIIN XP
jadi dyrg pergi deh nyri kertas .. bawa mbl gue .. bego pula gue hgak bilang am dyrg kalo tape mbl lagy eror .. gak bsa di pake .. haha -
jadi pas dyrg pulaaang ... si revan manggl gue ..

revan : glad , tadi pas beli kertas kan gue ngidupin tape lo ntuh ye ...
gue : iyaa .. teruuuuuus ???? ( sok gak tau ;p )
revan : asli aja glad , gk tau gue .. gak gue apa apain kok .. bnr aja .
gue : ya emg knp bego ?!!
revan : masa tape mbl lo meledak glad ?
gue : nah ?! gilalo ?!!! meladak gmn coba ??
revan : yaaa emg gk ampe meletus balonku sh .. tapi ada suara dreeeekdreeekdreeeek .. gtu glad ??? gak gue apa apain geh sblmnya ..
gue : hahahahaha :DD
revan : nah ? ktawa mah lo ..
gue : ya emg lgy rusak geh tapenya .. HAHAHHA :DD santai aja panjul ;p
revan : muka lo kaya limat ! tai ! gue udh panas dingin setan !
gue : HAHAHAHAHHAA =DD (ngakak , ngliat mukanya puceeet ;p )

aaaaa .. kebanyakan ah kenangan am dyrg :) trlalu banyak ampe gak hisa gue ketik dsini .. hahahahhaa :DD pokoknya dyrg itu THE BEST CLASSMATE I EVER HAD :DD nmr 2 ding , setelah brotsis :)
BROTSIS . PLANKTON .. the best ah .. hahaha -

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vacation its OVER ! oh Lampung .. iam back :DD

asiiiik asik asiiiik ..
ahirnya gue nympe juga deh ni di kota kecil mungil dan terpencil ku sayaaaang .. hahaha :DD LAMPPPPUUUUUUUUNG !! :DD
duh , gile ye ? kayaknya sng bgt gue bsa masuk ke kmr gue tercinta , meluk boneka kura2 dri adek gue yg gak gue bwa lburan (ketinggalan) -
dan yg pling pnting , gue bsa maen2 lgy am kuro kuri am kiro ... hahahha :DD ( para kura kura ninja gue ) wkwk ;p

jadi .. gue udh seminggu lah pergi dri lampung , hehe - liburaaan :DD ke balii .. nyri bule ganteng ! hhahaa :DD (gk ding , peace yang :D ) liburan dong ..
butek juga lama lama di lampung , ngliat bunderan gajah lgy , saburai lgy , pahoman lgy , kemiling lgy .. skali kali lah .. gaya dikit gue ke bali . hahahaha :DD

gue ke bali tggl brp yah ? hm .. tgl 27 kayaknya .. lupa lupa ingat ! he .
yg jelas, dri lampung gue naek sriwijaya , pas ampe jkt naek air asia deeeeh .. ampe bali tengah malem pula -,- ckck - tepaaaaaaaaar ..
eeeeh , tpi bukannya tidur , malah gue gk tdr semaleman gra2 kepikiran reckaa wkt itu . huhuhuuuu :p
besok paginyaaa .. hm .. kmne ye ? kok lupa gni ? haha :DD pokoknya abs di jemput am pak legos (pemandu wisata ) gue am keluarga gue lgsg capcuuus kmneee gtu .. lupa ! gk merhatiin amat gue .. hahaha - lgy banyak pikirn juga pas itu ..
tpi kayaknya sh ke tempat bikin batik gtu .. aaa .... batik bali kgk ad beda ama batik jogya perasaan gue mah -,-
tapi harganya ? bujubuneeeeeng ... tuh org ngsh harga gak pake hati ap gmn gk tau deh gue .. jadi wkt itu gue lgy ngliat kimono dari batik bali gtu kan .. sir sh .. bgs ! pas gue puter harganya .. guess what ?!!!!! 875 rebuu mameeeen ! gile ! bsa kena jantung seketika gue .. mending gue belanja aj puas puas di sukawati .. ampe mabok juga msh sisa tuh duid , dripd beli kimono 1 biji bkin sakit ati ? ckck -
abs dri situuu ... kmn lgy yah ? ke pure kyknya .. ngliat mata aer dong .. aaa .. gk merhatiin ah gue pas hari pertama ini . haha :DD

pas hari ke dua ... naaaaaaaah ! ini yg mantep ! ;p pagi2 nntn barong , gue duduk di sebelah bule . hehe - ckp sh .. tpi pas ngmg ? ngejedak deh gue .. kgk ngartiiii -,- alaaamaaaak ! yg gue inget nama dy david . dri australia . UDAH ! hahaha -

david : hello ?
gue : yes ? ( smbl bngong )
david : can i sit here ? ( kalo gak slh . hahaha :DD )
gue : of cours ..
david : thx .

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david : hey , whats your name sweetheard ?
gue : ha ? oohh .. iam gladytha :) ( gk tanya balik ! speechlees gue . hahaha )
david : nice name ( EMG :D ) iam david . how old are you gladytha ?
gue : iam 15 :)
david : really ? i thing you still 12 ( babi ! dikira gue balita -,- )
gue : hahahaha :DD no ! iam in 2 grade in senior high school .. hmm .. tennagers lah . haha -( ntah ngmg ap gue ya alllh .. ketara bgt bing gue minim -,- )
david : yeaaah .. i can see that . so , you already have a boyfriend right ?
gue : of cours ! hahaha - ( laku dong gue ;p )
david : haha - are you from indonesia ?
gue : yes , actually iam from lampung . do you know lampung ?
david : lampung ? hold on .. i dont really sure i know that ... blabalalaa ( ngmg ap lupa gue ! kgk ngarti ! intinya dy kgk tau lampung ! bangkee nih bule -,- )
gue : oh . hahaha - ( gra2 gk ngerti -,- )
david : iam from australia ( sumpah gk nanya -,- )
gue : really ? vacation lah yah ? hahahahaha :)) ( malu dewek gue bhs inggrs gue kacau )
david : haha - yes .
gue : iam sorry , i can't speek english very well .
david : hm .. i thing that good enough ( BOONG BGT LO ! )
gue : really ? thx :)

gara2 nih bule ngjak gue ngbrool , ampe kgk sadar gue tuh baroong udh abs ! idih -,- bule suuuee lo ah .. hahha :DD

udh itu .. lanjuuut deh ke waterspooot .. hhi ;p
miid amid cabang bebi deh gue .. banyak BONUUUS ! idiiih -,- berhubung gue cwe , jdi gue rada jijaaay ngliatnya , kalo cwo mah demen ! haha -
abs dri situ ? ya allh .. POROOOOONG ! ITEM KELING tak berbentuk ah gue .. hahaha :DD tpi bodo ah , jarang2 ke sini .. gosong2 deh ni kulit ! wkwk -
trs kee GWK , jimbaran , kute , sukawati , diving , tanah lot , dlll ..
mls gue nulisnya .. hahaha :DD pegeeel .. gitu gitu juga .. intinya BGSAN LAMPUNG !!! hahahahahha :DD (boong bgt ye ? :p)
tpi tetep ah , cintaaa gue am kota kecil merimpil gue yg 1 ini .. I LOVE LAMPUNG :-*

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feel so UPSET with my self :((((((((((((((((((

ya allh :((( kayaknya ini liburan pertama gue deh ke bali .. dan lo tau ? GUE SAMA SEKALI GAK SENENG ADA DISINI :(
badan gue di bali , otak gue msh di bandara :( mikirin recka !
di kepala gue skrg cm ad RECKA RECKA RECKA :((
" dy gmn yaaaah ?? :( "
" dy dmn skrg ? "
: udh plg blm yah ? "
" tdi dy ampe bandara jam brp sh ? "
" kalo udh plg kena mrh gak yah ? "
aduuuuu .. jdi uring2an sendiri gue mikiriiin dy :(( ya allh yang , km dmn ????? :((
jadi tdi selama gue di bandara , adaaaa aja alesan gue am nyokap buat gak masuk boarding pass .. yah laper lah, ya kebelet pipis lah , yg hape gue ktinggalan lah , yg aus lah .. blablablaaaa ...
jdi seama di bandara tdi gue ampe makan 7 KALIII !!!! buat ngulur waktu :( biar gak cpt2 masuk ke boarding pass .. soalnya kalo udh masuk ksana , org dri luar gbsa masuk lgy ..
gmn gue mau ktmu recka kalo gue udh masuk boarding pass ?? yg ada di otak gue saat itu cm gmn caranya gak masuk ke situ !!! bahkaaan secara otomatis , niat gue ke bali .. ILANG TOTAAAAL !!! gue cm mau di jkt , nunggu recka dtg :( walaupun cm 1 menit , yg penting gue bsa ktmu dy ..
jadi tdi , pas ampe bandara , gue udh mulai nyriii2 alasan aja biar gk cepet2 ke terminal 3 -,-
mulai dri makan somay , bakso , JCO , yakiniku , sushi , mie GM , ampeee yg terakhr apa lah tdi , gue lupa namanya .. aslii .. KENYANG MAMPUUUUS GUE ! -,-
daaaaaaaaaan ? sampe ahirnya gue pasrah masuk boarding pass .. tapi di dlm otak gue msh aja nyari2 alasan supaya gue bsa keluar dri tempat ini ! daaaan ? ktmu dah alasan yg gak masuk akal di pala gue .. tpi ttp aja gue lanjutin ..
gue dtgn nykap gue dgn muka innocenc gue , dan mulai merancang kebohongan ..

gue : ma , tmn iik ad yg satu pesawat am kita loh !
mama : oya ? syp ? bsa brg dong ya ?
guee : tary ma , ia bsa brg .. dy sendiri juga .
mama : oh .. mna tarynya ?
gue : di JCo ma , msh bli donnut .
mama : loh ? dy blm check in ?
gue : udh , tpi katanya laper , jdi ke JCO dlu .
mama : emg bsa keluar ?
gue : bsa . iik ke tempat dy yah ma ? skalian mau beli mnm ..

setelaaaaaaaah menimbang dan memutuskan , ahrnya dy ngbolhn gue KELUAAAAR !!!! ASEEEEK !!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH :DDD dlm hati gue .. yesyes !!! moga aja recka ud ada di bwh :)
eeeeh , pas mau keluar dri boarding pass .. gue lupa ad penjaganya ..
ngerancang keboongn lgy deh -,-

penjaga : mau kmn b ?
gue : mau keluar bentar as , bsa kan ?
penjaga : aduh de , yg udh masuk gbole keluar lgy loh .. lgypula pesawatnya udh mau take off ?
gue : idi -,- bentar aja geh mas .. koper ad yg blm masuk bagasi !
penjaga : yauda , biar saya suruh petugas aja yg ngmbl .
gue : emg tau ?!!!!
penjaga : yaa tinggl mb ksh tau aja , soalnya pesawatnya udh mau brgkat mb ...

---- mikiiiir ... mikir ... mikiiiir .. ( HAMPIIIR BUNTUUU :((((((((((((( ) ---

weeets .. emg ALLAH mah baik pisan am gue , jdi tuh pesawaat dellay !!! siiip !!! mau alesan apalgy tuh mamas gak blhn gue keluar !
haha - ahirnya gue keluarrrr .. manteeeeeng aja tuh di dpn pintu msk nunggu recka .. mana gak ad tempat dduk lgy , jdi gue musti ngleseh daaah .. tapi mah bodo amat ! gak ad yg kenal gue ini . gue nuggggguuuu dia trs , tpi kok gak dtg2 ? :(( gue udh mulai panik pas itu ... ahrnya gue tlv dy ... gaaaak diangkat pula :((((((((((((((((((( makin panik aja gue -,-
trs gue tlv manda dah .. eeeeh , manda jg gtau recka dmn :(( mati mak jang ! mana sh nih ank ??? gue gak bsa dduk lgy gue ..
ud sliweran aja gue di dpn pintu msk itu .. panikpanikpaniiik !!!
akin jadi ajapas aldo tlv gue ..

aldo : eh setan ! lo dmn ?
gue : di JCO , knp ? tmnn gue sh ! dewek gue ini !
aldo : palak lo ! pesawat tu udh mau brgkat gila ! cepetan lgy lo ksini ... kok bsa kluar jg sh ?! anh -,-
gue : baweeel ah !

lgsg gue patiin deh tuh tlv ... aaaaaaaaa :(( makin jadi aja gue paniknyaaa :((( gak lama abs itu .. OH LALAAAAAA .. MAMA CALLING -,-
MAMPUUUUS GUE !!! :(((

gue : ap ma ?
mama : eh ! dmn km itu ?!!!!
gue : di JCO mah , bntar yah ? tanggung ..
mama : ALESAN ! CEPET KSINI ! KALO GK KSNI MAMA TINGGL KAMU !
gue : iaia . bntr lgy iik ksna kok ..
mama : tuuutt ...tuuut .. tuuut ..

subhanallaaaah ... panas dingin badan gue ... kaya apa aja gue di dpn terminal itu dewek , bawa tas , nentengn tiket .. smbl bawa mnman ..
aduuuuuh :(( recka manaaaaaaaaa ?!????????? gue tlv lgy .. gak di angkat lgy =((
eeeeh , ahirnya bokap gue jga yg trun tanggan buat nyruh gue masuk .. GAK TLV ! GAK NYMPERIN ! pake ANNOUNCENT booooy !!! sumpaaah demi alllaaaah gue maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu bgt pas itu :((( pas ad mamas mamas ngmg ..
" pangglan kepada saudari GLADYTHA GUNAWAN , agar segera memasuki boarding pass sekarang juga .. karena penumpang akan segera memasuki pesawat . trims "
gue udh mau lariii ke ataaas pas itu .. tpi ada mbl tuh dtg ! gue kira recka .. gk jadi balik dh gue .. gue tgguin aj th org yg dri mbl kluuuar.. daaan ??? COWOOO !! tapiii ? BUKAN RECKA ! taiii !! kayaknya smua ank cwo seumuran gue pas itu gue liat mukanya mirip recka smuaaa .. ckck -,- paranooooin seketika gue =(((((
dan ? guess what ?! ada pangglan terahir lgy buat GUE ! mashallh ..... :(( skrg lngkap am bokaaap !!! bokap turun buat manggl gue .. gue di seret2 am dy udh kaya ank kambing :( untung tuh minuman udh gue beli .. jdi gak ktauan kalo gue boong ..
heuuuuuuhhhh ~
sampee ahirnya gue gak ada alasan lgy buat keluar dri situ :( gue kseeeel ! nahan nagis aja gawe gue di boarding pass itu ..
dan ?? MASUUUUK PESAWWAAAAAAT !!!!!!! gue tau bgt ,gue gbakal bsa keluar lgy .. gue bnr2 udh pasraaaaaaaaaah :(( slma take off .. gawe gue di pesawat nangiiiis aja :((
ngrasa bersalah , gaenk , ksl ! jengkel ! dongkooool , bete am diri gue sndrriii :(( ya alllh ... serasa gak ad niat lgy gue itu ke bali :(((
di otak gue ampe skrg cuma ad recka recka aja :((

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just in my mine ;p

I never believed that my world could be so perfect -,- .
Pain ? loneliness ? and exhaustion ? not allowing any other people to enter my zero degree space at will. I would rather be lonely..
too lazy to think of someone -__________- ...
two people together is merely to get some kind of comfort , struggle to free the past then forget everything .. never thought that one day my ending would entirely change :)
who would take hold of my powerless arms ??
How can I cry?
all in my mind just ..
"who is wrong and who is right to who do you apologise to ? "
Will no longer cry ?!
and again .. "who is wrong who is right to who is thin and pale ? "

I enter the ZERO dimension and wait until everything breaks apart .
Just to calculate all loves dangers and we’ll face it together :)
No time to prepare and protect never listened to the oath .
How you wanted me to learn the love of tomorrow ??
I leave the ZERO dimension and wait until everything breaks apart .. even if love is tired out I will not regret it :')
To lay down all protection none of it matters anymore ! To escape the dark dimension of my life and my world to start a new tomorrow with you :)

a new tomorrow .. a new world .. just with you ..
I hopw there's nothing Pain .. loneliness and exhaustion anymoreee ...
all i want , is HAPPY WITH YOU !
thats ALL :)

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opening holidaaaay :DD

Im not in the mood to write something -,- .so .. heres the photos..












thats all the photos :DD in sheraton ..

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still my best :) !

sabtu 20 juni 2009 :)
ud 5 bln aj gue sm si RECKA DENALDY HIMAWAN .. hhi :DD seneng sh seneng bgt ! :D
jujur aj , gue jarang bsa pacaran lama :( tapi skrg bsa lama ?
pacaran gue paling lama juga cm 6 bulaaan .. gk pernah lbh ..
mogaa aj gue am dy gak bakal berahr lah . HAHAHA :DD

RECKA RECKA : ak syg km poncikuu syg !
apapun bentuk km dah .. haha -
ak bakal trs syg am km :) walaupun kalo ngmg am km tuh kadang2 mesti make uraat .. wkwkwk :DD
tp gpp lah .. ak bsa jadi org yg paling sbr kalo ngadepin km .. ya yang ya ? hahaha :DD
kan org sabar di syg pacar kan yank ? wkwk :DD
happy annyversary yah syg ? :) I LOVE YOU FULL :-* jgn menel menel km nya ! nnti ak rendang ! hahaha -

hari ini , gue nginep di sheraton .. am keluarga .. Seneng sh , tapi betek dikit ! hahahahhaa :DD untung msh ad adikku syg yg setia menemani gue .. wkwkwkwk :DD
truuuuuuus ..... tdi , si soulmatekyuuuu tersayaaaang ! FARAH DINNA - nlv .
alamaaaak farah ! do you know how much I need you right now ?????! I miss you dindun :((
dy ceritaaa gtu , tentang .. syp lah itu sebut saja bunga . karena nama adalah privasi ! haha -
ud lama bgt gue gak crt2 gtu am dy ..
gue ngrasa sahabat yg paling gak berguna sejagat pas denger cerita dy ! ya allah ! senasip kita far ? hahahaha -
yg ad di dlm otak gue pas dy crt dgn nada tersedu sedu kaya mau ngs gitu cm " glad ?! Lo shbt dy ?!!apa bukti nya lo sahabat dy ? dy lgy kaya gni aja lo gak tau sama sekali ??? apa guna lo woooy ?!! "
merasa bersalah mah pastii .. gue juga sdh ngliat dy gni :((
kalo gue ud tau drilama , pasti ud gue gamplok th org !! rrrr ..

cerita dy tuh 89% 11 12 lah am ap yg gue rasain skrg ..
gue gk tau mau apa ! gue gtau knp gue bsa mati kaku gni ???! knp mulut gue cm bsa diem ? cm bsa blg IYA ! cm bsa ksh senyum palsu ?? kalo gue bsa senyum bahagia ? knp mst senyum palsu ??!
aaaaaa ... dilema gni gue am farah karena sbb yang sama :(
panas sendiri ati gue , gue mikir kaya gtu !!
yg di otak gue skrg cm ad .. KNPKNPKNPKNPKNP ??! KNP ?!

gue am farah merasa TOLOL !!! iya woy , gue akuin gue bener2 tolol ngadepin dy ! gtu juga farah .. kta kayaknya cm bsa diem , cm bsa bilg IYA !
tanpa pernah ngluh .. yg pntg dy ttp ada !!
gue merasa tolol ! goblok ! ntah ap aj yg ad di otak gue ..
tapi gue bsa apash ??? NOT AT ALL ...

gpp laaah ... prinsip gue am farah ttp aj sama .
walaupun ktrg tau , ktrg ini TOLOL !!! gra gra hal yg sama ..
tpi kita tetep rela jdi org tolol buat mereka ... tanpa merka tau ap yg gue am farah rasa ..
sadar sh .. tlg jgn buat gue ngrasa kalo gue ni nymbah di bawah kaki lo ... Lo bsa woy nglakuin ap aja ke gue , ntah apa itu .
gue gk bakal bsa nolak , gue ini kaya robot kalo di dpn lo ... robot yg iyaiya aja ... yg gk bsa ngluh .. bibir gue rapet ! kekunci ... tlg sh .. tau am apa yg gue rasa .. tanpa gue harus sebut apa itu .
karena gue gak akan pernah bsa ngmg am lo ! GK AKN BSA !! :')

hahaha - gue knp yah ? kok jdi gni omgn gue ? abs kebentur apa tah ya pala gue ? ampe gue bsa berfikir kaya gni ? ckck -,-
tapi emg bnr .. yg gue tulis drtd .. emg ap yg gue rasa ..
KACAAAAAAU !! -,-

farah : tenang aj sob , lo bukan satu satunya org tolol yg cm bsa sabar + ngmg iya aj kok ! msh ad gue .. soulmate lo yg sll ad buat lo .. yg juga sama org tolol .. hahaha - gue syg lo mamet ! yipppieeejungkiiii :-*

ud aaah .. pehel juga lama2 ..
mau tdr . hehehe -

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WALI KELAS = TAI !!!!!

anjing bgt deh gue punya wali kelas! KAYA TAI !!!!!!!!!
emg kayaknya dari awal masuk SMA ampe sekarang tuh ibu kyknya benci bgt kali yah am gue ????!!!!! ckckckck -,- ntah ap dosa gue am lo buk ?! benci amat lo am gue yak ?? ckck -,-
tapi ..... BODO AMAAAAAT !!!
sama aja kita buk ! gue juga BENCI BGT AM LO ASAL LO TAU AJA !!!
lo itu kaya eek kambing !!!! TAU LO ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ckckck -,- sudaaaah habissss sabar gue buuu .. bayangin aja .. waktu awal masuk kls x5 , ibu itu ud sinis bgt am gua !
waktu gue jadi bendahara juga ibu itu singut mampus am gue !
gue pernah adu mulut am ibu itu di ruang guru cuma gara2 TAPLAAAAK MEJAAAAAAAAAAA !!!! taheeeeeeeeey kau ibu! eek kambng !!!!!
cuma gara2 taplak meja yg gua beli GAK COCOK WARNANYA SAMA POT BUNGA lo udh maki maki gue gitu ??!!!! LO KIRA GUE TUKANG TAPLAK EH ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ampe ahirnya gue streeeeeeeeees , trs ngundurun diri jadi bendahara ...
ibu itu seeneng bgt kayak nya wkt gue bilang gue mau ngundurin diri ... ah !

gua : bu , saya ngundurin diri deh jadi bendahara .
ibu gila : lah ? knp ? (smbl senyum bahaggiaaa !!)
gue : gak pap lah bu ! dripada saya salah trs ?! mending saya berenti deh .
ibu gila : trs ? yg mau jadi bendahara syp ??! km gak bisa seenaknya gitu lepas tanggung jawab .
gue : lah ? kata ibu saya GAK BECUS jadi bendahara kls ??? nah yauda , skrg saya ngundurin diri , dri pada nnti saya di bilang KORUPSIin duit kls ?!
ibu gila : ya itu mah terserah km mau brnti . tpi yg gantiin km syp ?! gak bsa seenaknya ! cari pengantinya dlu ! bru boleh berenti !
gue : yosiiii aja lah bu ! dia kan wakil saya ?! susah amat !
ibu gila : yasudalah ! terserah ! (SAMBIL SENYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUM)

dalem otaknya kali "ahirnya ni anak setan ngundurin diri juga !!!! hahahaa - bgs ! emg km gak pernah pantes jadi bendahara ! "

YES !!! gue seneng bgt waktu gue ud gak jadi bendahara lgy , gue pikir ibu itu otomatis ud lepaaaaaaaaaaaaaas dri gue !
jadi gak ada ada aja alesan dia maarahin gua .. dan ternyata apa ? GAK DONG !!! gue SALAH BESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR !!! ibu itu malah makin napsu aj am gue !!!!!!!!
ada aj alasan ibu itu buat marahin gua ! ampe pokoknya gue nih kepojok bgt ! GUA GUA DAN GUA !!!! semua salah itu punya GUAAAAAAAAA ! TAHEEEY !
contohnyaaa ....

- wkt itu gue pernah telat masuk kls , danapa ? di usir dong !!!!! gue kira mah ysud lah , emg gue juga yg salah tlat masuk .. dan ternyataaa .. wkt tmn gue yg lain ad yg masuk , di bolehiiiiiiiiiiin !!! padahal ud telat bt tuh !!! gue paling bru 3 menit , tmn gua ud 10 menitan ! BANGKE KUCING LO BU !!!!
trs gue ngmg dong am ibu itu , gak terima lah gue -,-

gue : bu , kok dia boleh masuk sih ??!
ibu itu : lah ? emg knp dy gak blh masuk ?!
gue : tapi kok saya gak boleh ??!!!!
ibu itu : ya km telat !
gue : dy juga iya !!! lamaan dia malah !
ibu itu : tpi dia msh ad niat belajar !
gue : emg sya gak ?!!!!
ibu itu : emg km mah gak pernah ad niat belajar ! udh ! km di dpn aja!! ke kantin tah !!!!! kan enak !
gue : oh yauda !!!!!!!!!

- hari ini gue gak masuk skola gra2 skt , padahal seharusnya ngisi rapor... CM RAPOR GUE DONG YG GK DIISI !!!!! pnya tmn gue yg gak masuk laen pada boleh diisiin , giliran gue ? GAK BOLEH ?!!! apa maksudnya siiiiiiiiiiii ?????????????? giliran tmn gue mau ngisiin rapor gue , gak dibolehin am dy ?! GANJEN AMAT SH !!!! LENJEEEE ...
ibu itu kira gue ni maen !!!!! gak ngurus nilai , paadahal mah gue skt ! SOTOY SH BU LO JADI ORG !!

CAPEK JUGA LAMA LAMA , UUUH !!!!! kalo gak wali kls aja lo !!!!! ish !!!
GUA GAK TKT BU AM LO ! BENER AJA !!! MAU GAK NAEKN GUE GARA2 BENCI AM GUE ?!!! TERSERAN AJA YAH BU !!!! GURU2 YG LAEN BAIKBAIK AJA TUH AM GUE !!! CM TINGKAH LO AJA YG LEBAY KE GUA !!!! YG GAK SUKA AM LO MAH BANYAK ! BUKAN GUE DONG ! NYADAR NAPA ?! UDH NGAJAR GAK NYMBUNG , MATREEE PULA ! IDIH -,- SADAR BUUUU !!! WOOOY ! SADAAAR !

DASAR BATAK GILA ! BATAK SARAP ! EEK !!!!!

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lalalalalalaaaaaaaa ...

hahaha - ahirnya buka blog juga gue .. wkwk ;p
kaya ada aja yak yg baca ni blog ? wkwk ;p gpp dah .. seneng2 aja gue ..
gue lgy suka lagu ..
yg udah lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt ! soalnya lgy sesuai am ap yg lgy gue alami ..ajegileee .. wkwk ;p

So she said, "What's the problem baby?"
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love, think about it every time
I think about it, can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it 'cause I can't ignore it if it's love
Makes me wanna turn around and face me
But I don't know nothing about love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Because everybody's after love

So I said, "I'm a snowball running"
Running down into the spring
That's coming all this love melting under
Blue skies belting out sunlight, shimmering love

Well baby I surrender to the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone
Never alone, no, no

Come on, come on
Move a little closer
Come on, come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love

Accidentally
I'm in love, I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
Accidentally
I'm in love, I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
Accidentally

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love, I'm in love

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i love NC , beach , and my day :DD

hey hey ??u gak ? tau gak ??? kalo gk tau .. mau tau gak ?? hehehe ;p
gua ud tau nih mau cerita apaaa ... wkwk ;p bangga mah ?!

jadi gini...
hari kamis mren kan gue am tmn tmn gue sepermainan .. hahaha :)) pergi ke laut tuh ye ?? mau berkumpul dan ngebolang bersama lgy katanya .. wkwk -
ahirnyaaaa .. kitrg pada kumpul tuh ya di sma 9 , skolahku tercinta ... ngmgnya mah gbole ngaret ?! hrs di skola jam 9 ?? beh ! MENEPU abs dah ! hahaha :))
ada juga pada ngumpul jam 11 , jam stga 12 bru otw ke laut ..
dsr jam ind emg jam karet !! HAHAHA :DD

jadi wkt itu tuh yang ada ...
riga , ica , imam, adil , wahyu , satria , ndar , ncik , aci , tasya , eris , ira , ndol , mell , sutaji , bekel , al , ari , felly , am gue deh ..
sebenernya sh rada keciwa gue pas hri kamis itu ..soalnya cwe gue si BERTHA NANDA itu kgk ikut :(( hikshiiiks .. sedihnya akyu .. wkwk ;p
tpi gpp lah .. masih ad bibeh babeh yg laen juga ?? :DD
jadi dri sma 9 kitrg konvoy ampe mutun .. wkwkwkwkwkwkw ;p
ud kaya org mau kampanye partay deh ktrg .. wkwk :DD
wkt itu .. kalo gk salah mah ..
- ncik am bekel ..
- adil am wahyu ..
- riga am imam ..
- satria am ari ..
- ica am mell ..
- tasya am eris ..
- ira , ella di mobilnya ndar ..
- felly , acci , ndol di mblnya al ..
gue yg emg dri datng ngerengek minta naek motor alhasil kebagian am sutaji dah . ckck -,- padahal tdinya mau am ica !!!!!!!! tpi di serobot mell !
em dsr sompreeet tuh si emeeeel !!! jadi am sutaji dah gua :( cuma nebeng ni mah ! dri sma ampe mutun ! gk lebih kgk kuraaaaang !! ;p

sampe di mutuuuun ..
MASYAAALLLAAAAH !!! ramenya naujubilla ... ckckck-,- mana ktrg ud pada tepar aja kan ? adodoee .. jadi pas ud dapet tempat lgsg tepaaar semua ! hahaha :))
trs ganti baju , nyewa kapal , trs capcuuus deh ke pulaaau .. wkwkwkwkwk :DD
SERUSERUUUU !!! ombaknya tinggi pisaaan .. ud kaya mau kebalik tuh kapal ..hahahaha :)) untung kgk ad yg mabok laut , kalo ad kan bisa brabe ? hhi ;p

ampe di pulaaau ..
lgsung capcuuus lgy deh tuh ke belakang pulau . wkwk ;p tpi ini blakang pulaunya bgs ! tanpa setan !!!! gk kaya di pulau hantu .. hahaha :))
tpi emg perjuangan ke belakang pulanya .. ya ampuuuun .. semak belukaaar coooy !!!! untung gk ujan , jdi gk liciin deh . hhe -

di belakang pulaaau ..
tanpa panang pandang lgy lgung ngejebuuur aja tuh ke laut ! hahahah :)) sebenernya sh paannnaaaaas bgt wkt itu .. tpi bodo amaaaat !!! hajaaar aja .. wkwkwk ;p
trs .. ngubur ndar , trs buat istana pasir (GATOOOOT !!!) , trs gua buat 2019 dong ! hahahaha :)) trs maen uber hem di tengaaah laut ..
ampe kaki gue dan laiinya pada bedarag gara2 kena karang !!! ckck -,-
sempet poto juga sh waktu di blakang pulau itu ..
ini ni potonya .. mukanya AKUM KONTROL smua !!! hahahahaha :))

hahahhaahhaahaha :))

abs dri pulaaaau .. ke laut utama lgy deh kita . wkwkwkw ;p
biles , ganti baju .. pulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangg deh ! hahahah :))
I LOVE NC deh !!! :DD

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BLOG ??!! ckckck -,-

hahahaha :DD apa yaaa ?? gue mau nuliis apaa yaa ?? hehe -
sbenernya sh gue gtau deh ni mau nulis apaan , tpi pengen nulis .. wkwkwkwk ;p blog baru gitu ?
masa iya isinya cm tugas gk penting aje ? walaupun emg awalnyaaaa gue bikin blog emg tugas dri guru sh ..
betingkah mah ya guru jaman sekarang ?? mau nyuruh bikin tugas aja musti di buat di blog ?? uwoooooooooow !!
gk ngerti apa dy buatnya ribet ??!!! hahahahaha :))

yaaa pokoknya ni blog SUKSES deh bikin gue peningningninggg !!
mulai dri cara buatnya , ngdidnya .. ampe posting juga gk henti hentinya ni blog bikin otak gue muta muter .. ckckckck -,-
untung aja msh ad org yg sabar ngajarin gue .. hahahaha :))
hm .. recka ? RE ? ponci ? onet ? ahim ? hahahah - banyak deh panggilan 'sayang' gue ke dia .. wkwk ;p
makasi syg ud bantuin + ngajarin ak buat blog :D sbr banget deh kamyu ngladenin akyu ??? hahaha - walaupun hsilnya masih aja jelek !!! iiih .. gtau ah , mau di apain lgy ni blog .
yg penting ada aja lah ye ? hahahaahhaa :))

malah kalo bisa juur , gue lbh seneng ngotak ngatk blognya aja dripada POSTING nya !!! hahahaha :))
sumpe deh , gk bakat bgt gue nulis .. apalgy ngarang , lebih2 buat puisi .. cperpen dan blablaaablaaaa ... ruweeeet mah -,- mending gue tdr kan ?? hahahahaha :))
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MYCENAEAN AGE (600 - 1100 BC)

Introduction:

The Mycenaean Age dates from around 1600 BC to 1100 BC, during the Bronze Age. Mycenae is an archaeological site in Greece from which the name Mycenaean Age is derived. Mycenae site is located in the Peloponnese, Southern Greece. The remains of a Mycenaean palace were found at this site, accounting for its importance. Other notable sites during the Mycenaean Age include Athens, Thebes, Pylos and Tiryns.
According to Homer, the Mycenaean civilization is dedicated to King Agamemnon who led the Greeks in the Trojan War. The palace found at Mycenae matches Homer's description of Agamemnon's residence. The amount and quality of possessions found at the graves at the site provide an insight to the affluence and prosperity of the Mycenaean civilization. Prior to the Mycenaean's ascendancy in Greece, the Minoan culture was dominant. However, the Mycenaeans defeated the Minoans, acquiring the city of Troy in the process, according to Homer's Illiad (some historians argue this is Myth rather than fact). Mycenaean culture was based around its main cities in Mycenae, Tiryns, Pylos, Athens, Thebes, Orchomenos, and Folksier. The Mycenaeans also inhabited the ruins of Knossos on Crete, which was a major city during the Minoan era. Mycenaean and Minoan art melded, forming a cultural amalgamation that is found on Crete (figurines, sculptures and pottery). During the Mycenaean civilization the class diversification of rich and poor, higher classes and lower became more established, with extreme wealth being mostly reserved for the King, his entourage and other members of the royal circle. Like the Minoans, the Mycenaeans built grand palaces and fortified citadels, with administrative and political powers firmly under royal authority. Mycenaean society was to some extent a warrior culture and their military was ever prepared for battle, be it in defence of a city or to protect its wealth and cultural treasures.
The Mycenaeans were bold traders and maintained contact with other countries from the Mediterranean and Europe. They were excellent engineers and built outstanding bridges, tombs, residences and palaces. Their tombs known as 'beehive tombs' were circular in shape with a high roof. A single passage made of stone led to the tomb. A variety of possessions, including arms and armour, were buried with the dead, while the more affluent might also be buried with gold and jewellery. Interestingly, rather than being buried in a sleeping position, Mycenaeans were interred in a sitting position, with the richer classes sometimes being mummified.
The Mycenaeans invented there own script known as Linear B, which was an improved derivative of Linear A (a language commonly accepted as Minoan or Eteocretan).

Habitation:

The settlements of Mycenaean civilization are largely known from archaeological remains. The citadels built during the Mycenaean Age were constructed using the Cyclopean stonework style, with huge entrances made with large stones. These citadels were administrative headquarters for the rulers. At the highest peaks of the citadels the palaces of the kings were built. The basic planning of these palaces was similar to Minoan structures, with different rooms for different functions, styled accordingly. The buildings were not complex in structure and were built around a central megaron. The structural design was an earlier element of Helladic architecture.
The common people lived at the foot of the citadels in the countryside or nearby regions. These settlements were generally based at hillocks or plains where land was fertile and water was abundant. Along with plains, port and coastal sites were of equal importance from the viewpoint of economy and trade.

Society:

The difference of classes in societal structure can, to some extent, be derived from the goods that were buried in their graves. It is clear that there was a strong, ruling class and a lower group of the common people.
The political hierarchy consisted of the 'The Wanax' (or King), at the top, who was the political and religious leader. Below him were the local chiefs and controllers who looked after administrative duties. The safety of the state was the responsibility of the Lawagetas, the head of the army.
Because of this efficient hierarchy, the Mycenaean Age was economically and culturally affluent, while weapons, arms and armaments found in graves and sites confirm their society as military inclined.

Economy:

The Mycenaeans followed a bipartite system of working. There were two groups of people. One who worked in the palace for the rulers and another who were self-employed. But even those people who worked in the palace could run their own business if they wished.
The scribes overlooked economic production and transactions. They also organised the distribution of rations and allotted work.

Agriculture:

The agricultural economy was well organised and had well distributed storage centres for products and crops. The surplus was kept in palaces as a form of tax. We know this from records kept in the form of clay tablets.
Important goods produced were cereals, olive oil and wine, while herbs, spices and honey were also cultivated. Sheep and goats were grazed for their wool and milk. Goods and produce were also exported to foreign countries, especially olive oil.

Industry:

The textile industry was one of the most significant industries during the Mycenaean civilization. From the first stage of grazing the sheep, stocking the wool in the palaces to the last stage of the finished product in the form of a cloth, evrything was meticulously organized. The palace of Pylos employed around 550 textile workers while at Knossos there were 900. Wool, fibre and flax were the most important textiles.
Another important industry was the metal industry where metallurgy was practised in an advanced form. At Pylos about 400 workers were employed. At Knossos, tablets suggest, that swords and weapons were manufactured in quantity. Another interesting industry was the perfume industry. Oils of rose, sage, etc. were used to make perfumes and scents. Other skilled craftsmen included goldsmiths, ivory-carvers, stone carvers, and potters.

Religion:

Little is known about the religious practices of the Mycenaeans. Only a few texts depict the name of Gods. A popular deity was Poseidon, (at the time probably associated with earthquakes). Other important Gods included the Lady of the Labyrinth and Diwia (Sea Goddess). Other members of the pantheon of which evidence has been found include Zeus-Hera, Ares, Hermes, Athena, Artemis, Dionysus and Erinya.
There are very few temples or shrines that have been found where religious practices might have been exercised: So we can assume all rituals took place on open ground or in peak sanctuaries. Some shrines that are found have a tripartite structural design.
Minoans had a strong influence on most of the religious practices and rituals practised by the Mycenaeans.

Art:

Pottery work such as stirrup jars, pitchers, kraters and chalices were made during this era. The vessels that were exported were more intricately designed and had beautiful motifs, often depicting warriors and animals. Vessels in the shape of tripods, basins, or lamps were found in large quantities at the archaeological sites.
Terracotta statuettes included anthropomorphic figurines and sometimes zoomorphic figures, most of them being male or female. They were either single or multi-coloured and were often used as statues of worship.
Painting themes included hunting, war scenes, processions, mythology and legend. Several frescoes have also been found in palaces, while similar artictic themes were also used in pottery.
Meanwhile, a variety of materials (wood, leather and metal) were used in the manufacture of armour, shields, helmets, spears, javelins, swords, daggers and arrows..

Language:

The Linear B language that was written during the Mycenaean civilization consisted of about 200 syllabic signs and logograms. This language was an improved form of the Linear A, written during the Minoan Age. The language was used mostly in Knossos and in Pylos.
The corpus of the Mycenaean Age consists of 6000 tablets from the Early Helladic to Late Helladic. The Kafkania pebble is the oldest Mycenaean inscription dating back to the 17th century BC.

End of Civilization:

There are two theories about the end of the Mycenaean civilization. One is population movement, the second internal strife and conflict. According to the first theory the Dorians lauched a devastating attack, although this hypothesis has been questioned because the Dorians had always been present in the Greece of that time. Alternatively, it could have been the 'Sea People' who attacked the Mycenaeans. The Sea People are known to have attacked various regions in the Levant and Anatolia, so perhaps this reading of events is more credible.
The second theory suggests an internal societal conflict between the rich and poor, with the lower classes becoming impoverished towards the end of the Late Helladic period and rejecting the system under which they were governed. By end of the LH III C, the Mycenaean civilization had come to an end with the cities of Mycenae and Tirynth completely destroyed. The end of the Mycenaean civilization heralded the start of the Greek Dark Ages.

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